TLDR: videos of the difference between how I take care of my property vs how my parents take care of my property.
Lemme preface this:
I was upset not over just shoes but the continued cycle of several types of abuse from my family. It doesn't matter what I lose because if it doesn't affect them directly, it doesn't matter. (Many people operate this way and you should look at yourselves). Even when confronted with the facts the narcissistic codependent tendencies my family will refuse to acknowledge because a narcissist can never be wrong.
I've lost so much stuff because of my parents inability to provide ME stability as a child so as an adult I have no idea what that looks like outside of taking care of the things which are given/provided/or bought for myself.
Some parents are legitimately JEALOUS of their children and ruin things on purpose.
It's a DISRESPECT thing at this point. I don't care how old I am or who I'm talking/dealing with, if you can't respect me I can't respect you. The Lord/Universe will forgive me for not respecting my parents, never giving them the benefit of the doubt, or even really caring what happens to them. They had every chance make sure wasn't a burden (abortion, adoption, etc)
So here's a video difference on how I treat my stuff VS how I'm treated:
Note: It is nearly IMPOSSIBLE for me to find shoes so when I am able to find some that fit my style and are cute.
https://video.nostr.build/a95d6a7ee5b055a47229f61de49a8e91de2caade7b83fa228dccc4e58e13bb89.mp4 https://video.nostr.build/12773a635279cd554303e34ef1b4808d9c2b2b0efa9724923420f23f8fad9cff.mp4
