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Tirade time:

My parents moved my stuff from where I had it in a safe place, allowed water to be spilled (by my cats who knock it off the window sill) on to my box of BRAND NEW SHOES that have been molding for MONTHS.

Then when confronted about it I was lied to, told that a building made of CEMENT AND CONCRETE LEAKED through the floor so destroyed my shoes. I looked around then told I was being ridiculous when nothing else was damaged in the same area as my shoes that I know have been there longer. The box with my shoes was the ONLY thing moist/moldy

I've literally NEVER worn these shoes outside of my residence before because I'm still learning to walk in heels. They're absolutely ruined, the mold started eating the leather and I'm trying not to be attached to material things but I've already (in my mind) lost everything, I'm tired of losing the things I meticulously took care of.

I'm not going to be reimbursed or apologized to for it. I'm so tired of being DARVO'd/Lied/manipulated by people who don't have the emotional intelligence to even speak true about themselves. So when I point out the obvious I'm called a liar and over dramatic, since two people will back one another.

I've gotten almost everything that I could out of my parents, including one of my therapy animals. I was forced to leave some things behind because my mother and aunt refuse to go anywhere without each other so there wasn't enough space for me to get all my belongings.

#rant #fashiondisaster #NarccisticFamily

TLDR: videos of the difference between how I take care of my property vs how my parents take care of my property.

Lemme preface this:

I was upset not over just shoes but the continued cycle of several types of abuse from my family. It doesn't matter what I lose because if it doesn't affect them directly, it doesn't matter. (Many people operate this way and you should look at yourselves). Even when confronted with the facts the narcissistic codependent tendencies my family will refuse to acknowledge because a narcissist can never be wrong.

I've lost so much stuff because of my parents inability to provide ME stability as a child so as an adult I have no idea what that looks like outside of taking care of the things which are given/provided/or bought for myself.

Some parents are legitimately JEALOUS of their children and ruin things on purpose.

It's a DISRESPECT thing at this point. I don't care how old I am or who I'm talking/dealing with, if you can't respect me I can't respect you. The Lord/Universe will forgive me for not respecting my parents, never giving them the benefit of the doubt, or even really caring what happens to them. They had every chance make sure wasn't a burden (abortion, adoption, etc)

So here's a video difference on how I treat my stuff VS how I'm treated:

Note: It is nearly IMPOSSIBLE for me to find shoes so when I am able to find some that fit my style and are cute.

https://video.nostr.build/a95d6a7ee5b055a47229f61de49a8e91de2caade7b83fa228dccc4e58e13bb89.mp4 https://video.nostr.build/12773a635279cd554303e34ef1b4808d9c2b2b0efa9724923420f23f8fad9cff.mp4

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Who's gonna pay me to step on them in those pastel pieces of shit now?

(Yes, I'm being a brat)

sorry you gotta deal with this...

glad you made it out though.

it's in your terms from now on. :3