I'm having a massive motivation crash. Felling lost this week. Don't know where to start.

I have this pile of scrap leather I intended to turn into card holders and Q cases today. But after getting them all our... I just didn't knew where to start even tho it's simple. Start cutting.

So I've put them all back in the box before getting some out again just to put them back in. I feel overwhelmed and I don't know why.

I need vacations but I can't afford it. The problem is that this need for vacation makes me unproductive and dosen't help me to afford those vacations.

Do you feel lost sometimes too?