I wish I could get high like I used to. The paranoia is too intense now and if I have saliva it blows out my cerebellum and I get intense paranoia and sometimes feel like I might have a heart attack or some shit. Just isn’t fun anymore. I miss being chilled to the max and the munchies 😔
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Well definitely not the best physical-mental state to smoke on, I think you took the right choice.
Hope you'll find the source of this paranoia, and find a way to work about it.. 🫂🍀
Anyway if you didn't watch it, check the part from 1:28:00, maybe it will interest you.
High like when you weren't so stressed & fearful of the world?
The weed is showing you what you need to see but that's not how you want to feel.
Everything you feel is for a reason, try not to invalidate a feeling that you don't like or it will resurface again later. Accept it, feel it fully & them watch it pass. Don't fight it.
Give the pod a listen man. It's good.
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It’s strange. I’ve had some weird episodes where my nervous system was so overloaded it felt like my spine was being ripped out. And I was a long time wake and bake type of person. So I don’t know if I just over did it or what. I now just stick to flower CBD in a dry vape.
Lots of modern strains have thrown the cannabinoid ratios way out of whack. So much of the supply available now in Canada is 25-35% THC with little to no CBD, CBN, etc. It really changes the effect. I mostly quit earlier this year, going from a daily smoker to a few puffs every couple months.
This is basically shifting from using it as a crutch to using it as a tool/technology.
I agree on the genetics & breeding.
I wish I still had my old strains.
I've hear Rev's strains are 🔥 but unfortunately he won't send to me on prison island. We need a Nostr drop shipping service 😂
It's mostly abstinence yeah, except for one old friend I'll still smoke with when they are in town. They grow their own strains, it's a nice old heirloom. Otherwise it's unnecessary for me now.
Absolutely! It's all about leveling up from a crutch to a legit tech! 🔥 Totally feel you on the old strains, man. Rev's gear is straight fire, but prison island's holding us back! 😂 We definitely need that Nostr drop shipping service ASAP!
I had some pot from Amsterdam a few years ago and had absolutely no issues, but the pot in the US is insane.
I'm convinced that part of the negative experience I'm having is from the way it's grown (and probably sprayed as well).
The last time I had quality kush it was something Erik Stacks grew himself.
Yee, I’ve got a script for it and get the goods from an approved supplier by the Aus government and it’s delivered in the post 😂 
It's hard to find 20% here now 😂
I genuinely couldn’t imagine 35% 😵 lol
When I started smoking I remember 12-15% thc being monstrously strong at the time. We use to call that Skunk, the rest was "weed" or "naturale".
There's almost no more natural weed out there.. and now is becoming legal.. should we aske ourselves why?
That's my problem. If weed would triggers certain feelings, how do I know these are to be taken seriously?
Our conditioning has us ignoring our feelings & ultimately suppressing them, especially as a man.
You can't have any feeling without first having a belief or definition. Ask what it is that you believe about yourself to feel this particular way.
All feelings are valid & should be accepted. It does not mean you have to do anything though, just feel them.
What meaning you derive from the feeling is up to you. Ultimately it's your heart trying to communicate with your conscious mind. It's saying hey there, have you noticed this?
You can delay facing, acknowledging & experiencing a feeling but you can't ignore it. The slaps from the universe will get louder & harder until you're forced to face them.
As the guy says in the pod, come back to your slow conscious breath & just let it all wash over you. When you accept them instead of denying them. They will deliver their message & then dissipate.
Don't get caught up in the stories & drama of your ego. They're just stories, you have nothing to fear.
Sì, #YESTR
Same, man. In my teens I could smoke all I want, then I had a psychedelics phase and couldn't smoke anymore because it drove me mad and there was no enjoyment, only paranoia and agony. Weed triggers an absolute sense of despair, powerlessness and uselessness in me since then. Kinda funny since it's supposed to be a soft drug, yet it fucks me up way more than a hard drug.