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Gm y'all!

Idk what's going on, just feeling like there's so much energy trapped inside of me and feeling irritated. Want to scream or run nonstop until I can't.

Maybe it's a hormone thing.

Maybe I'm frustrated with certain aspects of my life or my fears. Idk.

Maybe because I didn't get to explore yesterday.

Maybe I haven't had new people in my life for a while.

Maybe I still don't have somebody I can just pick up the phone and call for dinner.

Maybe because I still had to drive far to join a meetup at a set time to have some human interactions and no real in-person friendship has manifested from all that efforts of a year and half.

Maybe getting "human interactions" only through this little screen is bullsh*t to me at this time!!!

Idk.

Either way, I'm up to get into some shizzles now.

Frustration level: red alert high.

I kinda just want to get in my car and drive off somewhere. And maybe I'll do just that.

Hope y'all have a better Saturday than me!! 💖💖

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Russo 2y ago

Gm, habe a nice Saturday 🫂💜

JoySun 2y ago

Thanks. 💖🫂

fibonacci 2y ago

Sending much love and good vibes your way.

Stephen Patrick 🕺🏼 2y ago

I hope it gets better 🫂 a nice drive will help

JoySun 2y ago

Thank you. I'm crying. I'm feeling really frustrated, about nothing and everything.

Stephen Patrick 🕺🏼 2y ago

❤️‍🩹

Fiat Shenanigans 🤡🌎 2y ago

Sounds like you're feeling a bit stuck in life and it's making you restless and anxious.

Dan Wedge 2y ago

A good friend recommended Calf liver for this kinda situation. Myself I would also toss in something like this tune in the car with your favourite beverage and drive in 1 direction for 20 min

https://on.soundcloud.com/bPpDvcVHsXWkQGBm7

fightlessbirds 2y ago

Hope your Saturday improves 🫂

Troy 2y ago

If you feel like running, run! Physical exertion can do wonders for mental health.

Also, jump into something creative, no matter what that outlet may be. Go nuts with it. Use the frenetic energy inside to splash something out into tangability.

Even if you don't like the product, the process will give you relief. I have often found that when I feel stuck or stagnant in life, that it has been a long time since I've done something creative.

JoySun 2y ago

Thanks, friend. I agree, on running and getting creative.

For me, there's also if life became too rigid and stagnant. When all the fun are sucked out of it and I haven't explored anything new for a while.