yep, i designed it myself, and i couldn't live without it, for which reason it is on github and i have two keyboards in case one of them the circuit board craps out
when you say you want to cry, you mean "imagining trying to use it?"
it's not just a loony layout the keys are also the softest pressure actuating keys you can buy, gateron whites, previously was cherry silvers
you can read many opinions from experts about how you can't type on these, my kind 1 event output begs to differ