i have to be talked down to and either "homeless"/put into a facility/motel (which they know is triggering), since i'm a horrible "child" who won't do anything, since i embarrassed my parents telling the family i've been abused (which they're still taking sides) by my parents who haven't had any real problems besides their mom dying early from the stress they caused her. its retaliation for me saying my mom and aunt couldn't pay her great uncles/cousins/grandmother back for trying to live above their means and clout chase like 20+ years ago so they lost their land. somehow it's now my fault for wanting to sit and study and grow food and figure out how to do it in space while they deny me any education to prove how hard it is for POC as some goddamn social/societal shit show.

they're mad i post it on "social medial", it's called the internet, they can literally talk to the pope and ask him to fix me.

honestly who sits there and actively tries to get their offspring incarcerated, hospitalized, put into a facilities put in jail, put somewhere out of sight so no one can confirm the truth.

every decision about my life is made behind my back and I don't get to have control over my own person most of the time. i'm suppose to just sit and wait until i'm of some use for something.