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my toxic trait is that, i don't give up on people easily. you have to make me hate you to the point where i never wanna see you again in order for me to give up on you.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 2y ago

i only just fully acquired this one recently... froze out a guy who turned toxic on me after i'd done plenty to help him out and more than what he paid for on my sponsorship but then he lets me run off to an atlantic island to find him a place and then he says "no, you don't get any money for getting this place organised" and i had to sell everything and i froze that fucker out so bad i've never been so hostile to another human being i couldn't get away from

and the last thing he sends me in a message after i finally vanish the moment i have the money to is, is about how "we'll look back and laugh" ... lol, no fuckin way. i don't leave my friends stuck on a fucking island with no money to survive for a month while they have to hunt a job, not my friend, end of

there is a lot of people in the world like this, they are good up until something trips them into psycho mode and they become unreasonable and you have to isolate yourself from them

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hp 2y ago

i am so sorry, you had to go through something like that can’t even imagine what you must’ve gone through & how. when the only hope for you was that guy you betted your life on it & it turned out something this ugly… 🫂🫂🫂

yesss so true….but i know this, we do isolate ourselves from such people but we can’t be bitter like them ever! we forgive but never forget

🫂💜🫂💜🫂💜

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 2y ago

haha not bitter at all, it was just sad, reality was very clear to me, he'd blown his budget saving all his possessions from being lost through import taxes back to his home country and didn't want to wear just one month of my costs so i wasn't literally on the border of homeless

and i got a job before a month passed, and it wouldn't have been much different the other way around except he might have got some thanks by way of giving him the money back, and not have lost my trust

meh, stupids gonna stupid, i'm not bitter, it was his loss to throw away my trust like that after i'd been as good as i could be

people do this, they get distracted by other things that aren't as important as the world around them these days, eyes glued to the doom scroll of X and their bank account balance or crypto balances

i'd talk to him again no problem if he actually demonstrated that he understood his actions were cruel and unjustified, but he was clearly so wrapped up in himself he couldn't see straight - and i'm teh one fighting vision loss because of type 2 diabetes, and trying to code at the same time to save my ass

hp 2y ago

yes … his loss… they lose us by acting in such a manner, they don’t even apologise on top the reasoning they give pfft!

also i feel sometimes in life those lessons are needed they teach us a lot on how not to be dependent on anyone, be selfish for ourselves.

I think you’re doing great on your own & soon will reach your goal, counting on you & proud of you.

🫂🦾🫡💜🫶