> Try going to Russia and say openly you are against Putin or the war.

It's impossible. Pacifist meetings are very rare, but the problem is that there are almost no pacifists in Russia. These people can say with tears in their eyes that they are against the Russian invasion of Ukraine, but at the same time they are for the Ukrainian invasion of Russia. They either rejoice or pretend that nothing is happening when the Ukrainians bomb the Donbass or carry out terrorist attacks in the Crimea. I don't consider such people to be pacifists.