It’s true that I need to reflect more on this; my suffering is real, and I completely agree with you that a relationship with Jesus will save me from this pain, as long as I strengthen that connection. However, we can't ignore what's happening around us. For example, I personally am very sensitive to the language of hatred. If someone touches my heart with such words, I can't stay silent. But I believe that connecting with Jesus is equivalent to alleviating pain from the soul and body.

However, if there are people who constantly repeat that gay individuals are unworthy of God, what should I think? Do you believe that my doubts and lack of self-confidence will persist? I see myself as unworthy of Jesus simply because I am homosexual.