This current reinvention of self has me hopeful for the future in ways I have never experienced before. I refuse to believe in anything less. I've moved through doubt, healed a lot physically & mentally, and stepped into growth. It's a strange place to be, given the state of the world, but I find it giving me a deeper appreciation for beauty, space, patience, inspiration, and kindness. I'm still struggling with my own expectations, even though I plainly see that in the moments those are quieted, the growth happens. As I'm sitting here thinking about it, I'm realizing maybe I should quit pressuring myself to drop those expectations 😅 le sigh... I'm just so excited about life... It's been a hot minute since I've felt that way.

I haven't brought it up in a while. It feels a little weird to be candid now. But.... Still here. Still going. Love & gratitude. 💜 g'night 😊

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This looks good on you 🤗 gn 🌠

Gn 👌🫂

I wholeheartedly feel this authentic human moment! It's a version of SML, since I am meant to grow best via trial and error. Trial and error because it's the best way for my specific human design to get the most perspective out of nearly every life lesson, situationship, or relationship.

If the universe were to actually grant your request in regards to your expectations, well it's like you said yourself, you wouldn't be able to see the growth that has taken place w/i yourself. It's encouraged to celebrate Your wins!

It's a unique awareness that many of us, over various moments in our lives, expend so much time and energy saving face, pretending we have no more growth to be lived. We'll I am grateful for you, and your candor. Let your Light shine, so that way...

"as we let our own light shine,

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we're liberated from our own fear,

Our presence automatically liberates others."

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