I wholeheartedly feel this authentic human moment! It's a version of SML, since I am meant to grow best via trial and error. Trial and error because it's the best way for my specific human design to get the most perspective out of nearly every life lesson, situationship, or relationship.

If the universe were to actually grant your request in regards to your expectations, well it's like you said yourself, you wouldn't be able to see the growth that has taken place w/i yourself. It's encouraged to celebrate Your wins!

It's a unique awareness that many of us, over various moments in our lives, expend so much time and energy saving face, pretending we have no more growth to be lived. We'll I am grateful for you, and your candor. Let your Light shine, so that way...

"as we let our own light shine,

We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we're liberated from our own fear,

Our presence automatically liberates others."

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