I'm not really out for fame or notoriety, just kinda living my life, stacking sats, going through shit like we all do, and posting here on nostr, but a tag, on the world's most powerful social network once in a while, would be nice when credit is due.

While I don't mind being the ghost in the background... as it frees up my time and saves me the feeling of being pressured into interacting with so many others...(I'm an introvert)

I did have to actually work hard for them 250k sats given out tonight, so ive gotta ask;

Why do others publicly get credit for things, like being the 1st to use or create a hashtag even, but not me when i do things?

Like for fully smashing the the bitcoin Harlem pizza day event goal with 1M sats when the whole community only gave just over 200k sats or like tonight...

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Is it my wildly variable content?

Is it the occasional drug use?

Is it because I don't know how to hold a conversation, catch a joke, or make friends online?

Is it the universe scared of what i could accomplish with some notoriety and a following?

Is it because I'm just the idea guy, not the one doing or capable of doing the work behind it?

Is it because I'm mysterious, the unknown?

Like I'm just curious as to why. It's very interesting to watch... I just tend to ask WHYYYYYYYYYYY to everything!

Just had the thought that maybe a bit of notoriety would or could give me some ground to build off of to maybe help quit this 9-5 rat race, leading me down a 🕳 to ask why I'm not publicly recognized for things naturally without having to create that asshole" and say something about it...

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Brother. I publicly thanked everyone that donated in that final post. It's impossible for me to thank everyone individually. I gave out nearly 600K sats. 250K were from you. You were the largest donor. We all had so much fun because of you. I'm truly sorry if you felt that you should have gotten more recognition as you donated half of the sats last night's fun. 🫂 I saw you then and I see you now. 🫂

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There's no need for a sorry here.

Pardon my thinking error.

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I had a great night, you had a great night, and everyone else had a great night! That was the point of the whole thing right?!

I just ask why to alot, even to things I shouldnt.

Turns out all this lead to a great introspective night for me where ive learned, being homeless fucked me up and lately I'm realizing that I'm still carrying alot of these homeless shitcoin bags still so to say.

Gotta put these bags of old thinking habits down.

The world isn't against me, in any way.

It's flowing in the direction I indented to travel.

It's okay to ask questions. It's how we grow and understand. 🫂 I'm sorry that you experienced some hardships in life. Many of us do at certain points. In 2009 my wife and I were scared that we were going to lose our house after she lost her job when she was pregnant with our first child. Scary times. We couldn't pay bills. I racked up an insane amount of credit card debit to stay afloat while our economy tanked. I'm happy that we're both doing better now. Keep working hard. You're doing amazing.

Not for machine though dickweed.

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Good morning! ☀️🫶💜🫂

I just want to say that because of you both and others donators yesterday night was quite fun to me! I’m “new” here and never had experienced this before. Yesterday was special!

Thank you guys so much! 🩵🪺🦋