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I'm not really out for fame or notoriety, just kinda living my life, stacking sats, going through shit like we all do, and posting here on nostr, but a tag, on the world's most powerful social network once in a while, would be nice when credit is due.

While I don't mind being the ghost in the background... as it frees up my time and saves me the feeling of being pressured into interacting with so many others...(I'm an introvert)

I did have to actually work hard for them 250k sats given out tonight, so ive gotta ask;

Why do others publicly get credit for things, like being the 1st to use or create a hashtag even, but not me when i do things?

Like for fully smashing the the bitcoin Harlem pizza day event goal with 1M sats when the whole community only gave just over 200k sats or like tonight...

Is it my wildly variable content?

Is it the occasional drug use?

Is it because I don't know how to hold a conversation, catch a joke, or make friends online?

Is it the universe scared of what i could accomplish with some notoriety and a following?

Is it because I'm just the idea guy, not the one doing or capable of doing the work behind it?

Is it because I'm mysterious, the unknown?

Like I'm just curious as to why. It's very interesting to watch... I just tend to ask WHYYYYYYYYYYY to everything!

Just had the thought that maybe a bit of notoriety would or could give me some ground to build off of to maybe help quit this 9-5 rat race, leading me down a 🕳 to ask why I'm not publicly recognized for things naturally without having to create that asshole" and say something about it...

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Ryan 2y ago

No one knows how to respond. I'm sorry that happened man 🫂

I’ve reread this a couple of times now and sorry dude but unsure of what you are asking/saying here?

Could you please explain a little more? 🙏

Was it related to this ?

“nostr:npub18ams6ewn5aj2n3wt2qawzglx9mr4nzksxhvrdc4gzrecw7n5tvjqctp424 is on a zapspree to empty his wallet via 1k sat zaps...

Drunk me is saying to zap him 250k and put his ass to work.

🤣”

I'm just asking why others get natural public notoriety for things they do on nostr, but why is it so hard for me to accomplish?

Not mad or feeling any sort of way, just genuinely curious as to the WHY.

(Maybe I need to actually seek out some notoriety to advance to get where I see myself?)

My friend, I think most people here do not seek out notoriety on here!

I know I certainly do not, and I do not post looking for it.

I post for myself and if it reaches someone and people respond then its a bonus.

Maybe you’re looking at this the wrong way, do not seek notoriety, seek within yourself and then it will come-if that makes sense to you. 🙏

And shitposting will get you everywhere here, so maybe more shitposting is needed 😂

I totally get it....

Like and similar to "if you build it they will come"

But it / they never came with anything I'm capable of/ interested in building, or doing...

It's hard for me to shitpost, crack jokes, and in general make lightly of life after being homeless...

That experience has robbed me of that.

I was and had to be fully focused to get out.

Now I'm stuck fully focused so i, or the family I now have, never go back...

I know it's killing my other personality traits. Even my g/f can see it...

I'm just stuck and don't know what to do...

Guess I'm just scared if I lighten up, or take a break so to say, it's all just gunna slip away...

Dude I’m going to DM you cause there’s a lot more I want to say to you so better done via DM.

And it’s ok, you’ve got this buddy! 🫂

I am fortunate to have 98 followers.

It could 9800000 and it wouldn’t change a thing.

Just kidding !

It would made me rich because I could have brand sponsors like Colgate and Vidal Sassoon.

* could be

** make me

So what you are saying is that you have the perfect teeth and hair for this type of sponsorship 😂

Ngl here but all these followers count is out of this world on Nostr!

In some clients it will show over 200k for some and in others just a couple of thousand, so it’s not correct on Nostr and never accurate!

Sorry your sponsorship deals with not be forthcoming, yet!

This is probably how I will feel when I ‘ll reach this level of fame and notoriety.

Derek Ross 2y ago

Brother. I publicly thanked everyone that donated in that final post. It's impossible for me to thank everyone individually. I gave out nearly 600K sats. 250K were from you. You were the largest donor. We all had so much fun because of you. I'm truly sorry if you felt that you should have gotten more recognition as you donated half of the sats last night's fun. 🫂 I saw you then and I see you now. 🫂

signal_and_rage 2y ago