Replying to Avatar ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ

three nights ago i drank way too much vodka and it just triggered me so bad i'm like, i can't drink anymore, this shit just makes me so depressed.

i tried to also stop smoking, but after 2 days and this stress of job hunting i broke and started again.

but the alcohol is right off the agenda. worst thing about it is it totally destroys my productivity. second worst thing is it is doing weird things to my circulation that make sleep unpleasant and give me weird sensations in my extremities.

the only thing is, i can't sleep now. i probably have laid there trying to sleep for like 8 hours both days since stopping, and wind up just getting up and trying to do stuff, and, actually doing the stuff. but i'm exhausted. i hope i will start to feel normal sleep again soon.
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vinney...axkl 5mo ago

have you considered other forms of nicotine that don't involve tobacco?

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ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 5mo ago

the old school herbal form at least limits how much i can take at once

when vaping came out like 18 years ago i tried it out, and quickly got to using the strongest juice i could find, and would just vape until my head was exploding with a headache. at least the burning stuff doesn't allow me to dose that high. also, it wasn't "satisfying" and i have a theory that actually it's reducing my lung oxygen levels that is what i'm hooked on most of all.