oh i wrote a whole funnny thing about circles and clocks with an accompanying video and uploading this hoop dance was gonna lock up my ipad for over an hour.. likely to not even actually upload cos primal is so unsafe with a video over 3 minutes
and then i was like: for what
for whom
for what
for posterity? just to say i did?
if it is to say i did, the fact that i did write it. and it did tie up my ipad for a half hour barely halfway uploaded, before i canceled the whole thing, counts just as much
as in: if the point is that when im dead there is a record that i took the time. that this was my intention. that i did do that. i did that.
the time is gone.
i did that with that time.
what is the the point of anyone ever coming across it in the afterwards.
I think that is exactly the point, just that they do come across it. They can do with it as they please, many would probably enjoy it, some would ignore... I think it's just one of those human things, we want to share pieces of ourselves, to connect, teach, inspire, even if it's something silly.
