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Alex
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Internet enthusiast

Bluesky should not function purely as an anti Elon echo chamber hive mind

If you wanna use it for other reasons fine but the self congratulatory patting on the back wears a bit thin

What musk did for stopping covid censorship was absolutely necessary regardless of what you think of him (and I think some of what he does is distasteful like the cave incident in Thailand) and we have to really reevaluate what “misinformation” is

(YouTube was absolutely useless and they should be held to account for the voices they silenced including medical professionals.. “do not contradict who/cdc is not good community guidelines)

I also despise everything that came out of 9/11 too btw

Forget the conspiracy angle, you can believe that if you want but I think it’s not likely

But what we do know is bill binney talking about the fact they’d have stopped it happening if they used thinthread, we know assange was unfairly prosecuted and we know nsa’s activities exposed by Snowden were ruled illegal by the ninth circuit (so also unfairly prosecuted)

This in addition to signals being ignored that might have stopped it, as far as I know

And the answer the authorities have is more surveillance and go after the whistleblowers?

Not to speak for the dead - but I don’t think that’s what the people who died in the towers or planes or pentagon would have wanted and it does them a disservice

Bluesky, as a protocol, is interesting

As a “everyone leave the musk fascism”, not so much

Facebook is auto following people to trump/vance apparently and while that’s not great it’s hard to say the platform prefers one side or another, but my problem with the whole product is that regardless it’s so far from being an actual chronological feed of your friends, it’s spam on steroids

They effectively do this kind of thing regularly

The Nuremberg code exists for a reason

It’s like ice climbing but other people post their videos of ice climbing

Poor lieutenant Dan

I don’t actually know whether a full decentralized internet is possible or even desirable but it’s nice things like this exist

I don’t know whether it’s trauma related and I’m sure a therapist would have a field day, sometimes I feel like a stranger in my own body and have to force myself to react to anything

Replying to Avatar 3shara

My dad killed himself in front of me when I was about 3/4 years old. I held on to his leg and asked him not to leave me. I don’t remember what I had for dinner last week, but I’ll never forget this. His fear of living outweighed his fear of death, I suppose. David Foster Wallace said ‘the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames’. My dad loved me, I know that, but he did it anyway. Being a kid was so stressful. I rather like getting older. I didn’t feel the sadness of it until I started dating. I didn’t understand what was happening to me. Love is fucking painful sometimes.

I smile when I think back cos when kids would ask me about my dad in the playground I would just tell them what happened like it was nothing. No sensor. Kids are honest creatures. One time my teacher told me off in front of the whole class cos I was late to school and when she asked me why, I told her the truth. My mum was drunk again. She got all awkward and changed the subject and I remember being so confused why she did that, cos I thought she would laugh. I felt like I did something wrong. ‘Was I meant to lie? But I don’t like to lie’ I’d think. The great thing about a diary is that you never have to lie to them. They are incredibly understanding.

All this to say I think that’s why I’m so drawn to writers like David foster Wallace and Charles Bukowski. I love honesty. I like deep, authentic people. So curious. I want to understand. And I think maybe I do. It’s why I’m so curious about people’s parents, their childhoods and I love people watching. Why I can’t bear to see a child hurt. Why I sometimes can’t stand the sight of alcohol. It’s definitely shaped my views and tastes in art and literature. My moral compass. My dreams. My style of love.

We’ve all got such interesting (sometimes a little dark) unique yet similar stories.

From people watching I learnt that social interaction is the secret ingredient to longevity ❤️‍🔥 love people - not things - even if it hurts to love them.

I know this is going to sound odd but I wouldn’t change anything about my past for many reasons but one is because It made me who I am and I like who I am - not perfect at all but deeply emotional with a need to understand. That’s not too bad, I think. I’m like slightly overcooked pasta. Still edible to someone who doesn’t mind the texture. That’s the secret to making real friends, too. If your friend doesn’t want to bite you, then they probably aren’t right for you.

That’s just my feeling as a completely inexperienced 29 year old who has barely traveled and is still figuring life out.

Just thinking out loud. Again.

Alright, I’m going to get back to reading 🫂

I’m feeling awfully inspired lately ❤️‍🔥

Sorry for starting the note off so direct. I just find it so ridiculous that people use the word ‘unalive’ on YouTube. We created words to express ourselves and communicate. We should have power over the words we want to use, words shouldn’t have power over us - if that makes sense.

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What’s the general rule of thumb for how cold it has to be to be safe?

Penguin adoption agency lol

This is actually so pretty