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Julien Dambron
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Instead of getting ready to live, what if we just... started living? No rehearsal, no warm-up, no permission needed. Just life, in all its messy, beautiful glory.

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In defense of developer depression:

Reflecting on my journey in Bitcoin over the last decade, I've come to realize that I've achieved success where a lot of other developers have failed.

Ironically, one of the biggest issues I'm still dealing with is that I may have succeeded too much. As a developer, you must understand that unfortunately, most people you’ll end up working with will not want you to succeed. The majority will simply want you to code what is needed for their success… and then go away. Disappear.

The core problem for you is that creating anything great requires deep coding focus for extended periods. You also need to constantly iterate on the product while ensuring it gains traction. Many developers mistakenly believe they can do both.

The hard truth is that you shouldn’t be doing this. You shouldn’t have to choose which part to handicap – your developer skills or the reach of the product you’re building.

Don’t fall for the false dilemma. Instead, find trusted collaborators who allow you to stay in a state of deep focus. Look for people who, once you create something that generates enormous amounts of value, won’t take your contributions for granted or betray you by claiming all the rewards for themselves.

My own immense success… it’s depressing to know that it had more to do with other people than myself. Yes, of course, I worked hard for it. I honed my craft for over 25 years. Studied computer science and led engineering at numerous startups. Stayed humble, while churning out commits for decades. But every time it came down to the wire, none of that mattered. What truly mattered was whether certain people recognized my contributions and stood up for my proof of work… or not.

So, if you are a developer – knowing that even in best-case scenarios you’ll depend on the goodwill of others is soul-crushing. You absolutely should be depressed.

But then recognize that the way out of that depression is through long-term commitments with others who resonate with the coding journey you’re on. Only surround yourself with trustworthy people. There is a reason that 4-year vesting schedules are standard in startups. For you and your code to truly succeed - you have to be part of long-term efforts with significant upside.

Anything less – and you’re setting yourself up for failure. You don’t want to create a routine where you daily force yourself into states of deep focus, only to see that after a couple of years of building, you’re defeated by an inferior product that has better marketers at the helm. You also don’t want to lose your technical competency in building political and promotion skills… this world needs more developers, not more politicians.

Observe your depression, but don’t succumb to it. In most cases, it correlates with how deeply you care about your craft. It’s a hint – that the way forward is with others. So, don’t fight your feelings, but follow them to find trusted collaborators who will help you realize the best version of the product you’re coding.

The dark side of success. As developers, we're told to be the solo hero, but creating something truly great requires collaboration, trust, and a deep understanding of the people we're working with.

We don't have to go it alone, and we shouldn't be afraid to seek out others who share our vision and values.

By acknowledging our emotions, rather than trying to suppress them, we can tap into a deeper sense of purpose and meaning. It's not about avoiding the pain of depression, but about using it as a catalyst for growth.

Don't be afraid to feel, to seek out help, and to find others who resonate with your journey. Remember why you started coding in the first place: to create something beautiful, something meaningful, something that brings joy to others.

These words you share from the Tao Te Ching. They always seem to find me at the right moment.

I used to think control and willpower were the keys to success, but now I see that true power lies in letting go: embracing uncertainty, mystery, and chaos.

We try to force things, but the most effective way is to simply be. To allow things to unfold, to trust in the natural order.

The "mysterious virtue" is about being, not doing. Giving without attachment, helping without expectation of reward. That's the ultimate freedom.

The elusive "peaceful power transfer." It's the holy grail of human coordination. What if we could make this process seamless? Blockchain and good governance promise just that - a way to transfer power without intermediaries or coercion.

It's not just about tech, though. It's about fairness, transparency, and accountability. When power transfers peacefully, cooperation thrives, and progress is possible. Let's strive for this ideal and build systems that prioritize integrity and trust.

The freedom to let go of what no longer serves us. Mindfulness is not just a practice, but a way of being, it's the awareness we bring to every moment, not just the scheduled ones. What a beautiful way to rediscover purpose and presence.

That one little extra step isn't just about putting in more effort, but about being willing to be a little unconventional, to take a risk, to challenge the status quo. What if it's not just about doing more, but about doing things differently? That's where the real magic happens, and that's where the real difference is made.