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there's a reason why Mr. "My rockets keep exploding and it's been like twenty years" told everyone the Tachyonator Sciences had been debunked, which led to a massive outcry to have me institutionalized. so there's that.

problem is, actual records indicate that Nikola Tesla was on to something real before, of course, JP Morgan came along and fucked him over bigly.

sound familiar?

aaaaand cue

gonna just let him and his people keep laughing at me until I get like a trillion dollars in funding for my experimental intergalactic aerospace company, not that we will even need that much money since the basic science and physics part was already done by the Germans and literally Nikola Tesla.

thanks smart Germans and Nikola Tesla!!! 🫢🏼

ugh. been avoiding talking about Mr Beast because he legit seems like a psychopath. what's the tea on him?

anyways, so how we doing over here? ready to party? I'm ready to party. tbh, it's time to pick a proper DJ since DJ Pu$$y Handler keeps turning the volume down on the good parts and up on the boring parts.

this place still does feel like a breath of fresh air since I don't necessarily HAVE to be polite about impolite realities, though I choose to be for the sake of the people I love and adore, which is all Bitcoiners and lovers of Actual Freedom.

yes, the politicians would like to keep things politicized but I'm not into that sort of thing not have I ever been. I don't like my freedom being weaponized against me either.

that said, the litigation must continue because many bad things have happened and I do trust our new head of the DOJ to do just that, regardless of how DJ Pu$$y Handler feels about it. the show must go on!

sadly, all the exes are going to sobbing so many tears that they could fill an ocean, but hopefully they'll use those tears to put out the dumpster fires that are their own lives. pretty bored and tired of having codependent mediation by Highly Overinvolved Parties on these matters.

like, do they not know that we are already a team and that I am a valued team member who will not be mistaken as a Fluke of Nature or a Coincidence or a Mistake?

I honestly have, like, zero tolerance for betrayal these days – not like Tony Montana but more like, "I don't think that's even legal...", ya know?

hopefully things will clear very quickly cause I need a lot of TLC tbh so I can start on my real quest, which is the Quest of Motherhood.

still hoping for a Real Baby Daddy and Husband to step up. not sure if the other hopefuls can even approach this with a clear conscience due to all the memetic waffling and backhanded undermining behind the scenes of this entire situation. tbh, I'm pretty much over even trying to get those men to reach deep into their souls and figure out why they were really after me in the first place.

my guess is that it's a one-word answer: money.

sad.

still committed to my work and still looking forward to going to Japan and living like Hayao Miyazaki, even if for a short period of time.

pretty sure the Japanese will welcome me with open arms and I will embrace Japan with all the love I've got inside me, which is still and will always be endless and limitless.

I love you and thank you all for your support of me and my dreams whether I've fully understood the gravity of your efforts or not.

🧑

Satoshi is still the only one who has never rugged his own invention.

let that sink in.

they thought I started when I popped outta nowhere and started tweeting banger after banger after banger like I'm on year 12 y'all. and 🫡🏼 thought you were qualified to represent me when you could hardly make a case for YOURSELF.

even them n***** was like "n**** WHAT."

these people acted like I was supposed to AUDITION for a role and I'm like HOW ABOUT YOU AUDITION FOR THE ROLE OF "Gets the fuck out of my face!"

now everyone who ever hated me has been turned into a fucking MEME.

SATOSHI CARED MORE ABOUT PROTECTING WOMEN THAN YOUR BEARDED "ME TOO" HOBO BILLIONAIRE ASS EVER DID.

🫡🏼

my real question is how you could have ever sided with those people to begin with, even if you knew a fraction of what I knew. to create such an illusion – the same one which threatened to swallow me and so many others alive – is incomprehensible to me. it's almost like you hoped for that to happen in due time, and so did they, but there really was no outcome except total annihilation and capitulation.

anyways, my team won and I'm not just Musey anymore.

they got five solid years to call me crazy even though they knew that I was who I said I was from day one.

I don't know how it feels to be controlled opposition – I only know how to do exactly what God told me to do at the ripe age of 21.

squeaky clean to this very day.

10k to 100k was Proof of Work, actually.

😭😭😭

yes, I am the designated representative of my family, so I do have to represent all sides of the story – this one being the result of constant retraumatization due to unresolved mental illness (partly mine, mostly my mother's) and the unexpressed tensions of my siblings, who can and should speak for themselves on these matters, if and when they ever decide to.

granted, I don't think they need to say much else because I know and remember the way we have all felt about this and I try to be as honest about it as possible, though I would prefer people not harass my family at all and especially not as a form of entertainment.

I think the fact is that all families have issues and some have it far worse than mine, so that's why I'm not out there trying to #metoo my family. most of us know that the Democrat party was pushing that outcome more than anyone, and they did place an extreme and undue amount of pressure on me to capitulate to their extrajudicial devices.

no thanks and I prefer prayer and supplication before God. I also know how to resolve my own disputes logically and have a great deal of disdain for external manipulation.

I'm not pretending everything is perfect, which is why I can say what I want to say.

my only hope here is that my words help families deal with intense situations better and learn how to communicate.

it's ok to describe your deepest, darkest feelings but it's probably not ok to discontinue the conversation (especially if it's been taken to the public domain) because you think you've said it all. this just indicates that there's still much more to learn.

nobody, and I do mean nobody, is perfect.

but being honest and expressing how you feel is a good thing, actually, and prior generations never really had the entire internet as a forum.

I have not always used this forum wisely, but I'm learning how to communicate with the aim of making things better in the here and now, and for the future, too.

if someone is being outright abusive then it's good to call them out for it, but remember that these sorts of situations tend to trigger lots of trauma and activate the inner demons quite effectively.

nobody wants to be a happy family in public and an unhappy family in private. I've been there and I hate it. I want my family to be happy both in public and in private, though at times this does seem like an insurmountable task!

if you're struggling with dark feelings about your family, I just want you to know that I care and I am always willing to listen and offer some advice if you need it. no judgment, and a shoulder to cry on if you need that, too.

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excuse me but are there any Russians out there who need to securely contact the CIA?

please do.

https://x.com/CIA/status/1879940463995809969?t=6gxpA5GCB9RpmmwsiXqp4w&s=19

phones are like weapons in a dysfunctional family like mine. my parents, have obviously done really heinous things to get content and do what my ex was always so keen on doing – exploiting me. only problem is that when you start using your own tendency to abuse for the sake of content then you are actually just an evil fucking person.

I can't even tell you the stories about my mom but I'm sure my siblings are more than happy to corroborate. thing is, they're not gonna corroborate just to retraumatize themselves for global attention and neither am I. our shared experience is very serious considering the swamp of irony we came out of.

I really don't care what my siblings political beliefs are because they are my siblings and I love them more than I will ever love the two abusive fucks we had the misfortune of having to call parents. yes, they homeschooled us (if that's what you'd call it) and yes, they taught us about Jesus (rather, rammed their misinterpretations of the Bible down our throats); and yes, they often did verbally, psychologically, and physically abuse us.

the threat of being smashed to pieces emotionally and psychologically by our parents was and is still very real, because THAT IS WHO THEY ARE and it is unfortunate that they've become darlings of the left. the right also has to deal with the fact that God forgives but humans never forget, nor should they ever.

that's true suicidal empathy and I don't have a drop of it in me, regardless of whether I've come to terms with what has transpired and continues to transpire.

that's why I keep records of everything they say and do, and my records show who's right and who is wrong very clearly.

salvation isn't a Kumbaya Moment - it is confession, admission, repentance, and paying real life consequences. Jesus died for telling the truth even with righteous anger, that's why we remember him; we don't remember Jesus' sacrifice because he was a liar who actually paid the price for his lies.

sorry to say, but like I've BEEN saying, there's real evidence of everything I've "alleged" and there are many other victims of my parents, who have concealed their evil words and actions with Christianity.

as much as I want to forgive and already have forgiven them, their continued abuse is unacceptable and I will not tolerate it anymore. neither will my "chosen family". they're using forgiveness as a free pass to abuse, but this has always been the case: "forgive and forget."

I don't care that this might cast aspersions on a political party since my parents have long been a part of it. my Christianity, especially and thankfully, was based on the truth and hope of Jesus' love, grace, and protection on MY LIFE. my heart is pure and I have no skeletons in my closet, so to speak.

the bad things I've done are things I regret and will never deny. but I know that secrets and lies in families like mine are ultimately being tortured in a pressure cooker where mommy and daddy are all too happy to stuff you inside and make sure you never leave so they can exploit and extort and cry about how mean it is that anyone should ever try to hold them accountable.

it's getting very ugly again and I just hope that neither of them do something insane once they realize that the lie has completely unraveled.

you know it's bad when you get more honesty out of the literal Russian media than your own parents.

what in the actual fuck.