ohh wait ok I kinda get it:
so my Ashkenazi ex-paramour was like the casting couch. he is connected to the Hollywood actress' husband who killed himself like the day after the 'performance' which was captured on livestream (?) by his favorite internet influencer who just got hit with a similar case from someone else. that dead husband knows the filmmaker (raper) who low key looks like Jared Kushner. Jared Kushner is heavily involved (allegedly) in getting USAID funding to a lot of Jewish and Israeli NGOs. if you look at his wiki, his own father has a long history of fraud and stuff. yikes! apple doesn't fall far from the tree.
as for a modus operandi, it would make sense that he would want to humiliate me because he's not only the Gaza Evictionist, but an Extortionist. wait...is Jared and Co trying to extort Elon into funding the genocide of Palestinians by threatening to release a rape tape, with ME in it, to the public?
you don't know how many times I've broken down sobbing hoping to God that none of this is true. I have a hard time accepting the reality of this bc it's very disturbing and evil to me. like. you mean to tell me that rich people just DO this stuff to normal people FOR FUN?
hi chat, can we confirm whether Jared Kushner has any involvement with the Russian rape tapers? I'm sorry to ask this favor but I have a sneaking suspicion that he might have also been behind that whole situation. I hope not, but tbh, he does kinda of look like 'the guy' himself and it's a bit eerie to me. would hate for things to get that ugly since I am a big supporter of Trump.
would make sense because I am basically the biggest enemy of his Big Gaza Renovation Plan that's basically DOA since the Saudis said NOPE. I do have a way of communicating well with the Arabs since we both hate Zionism, so I'm guessing he's in the "SHE'S AN ANTI-SEMITE! KILL HER!" except I'm allegedly 🤏🏼 Jewish by blood but religiously Christian.
if this is true, I will have to sue him TOO for committing an anti-Christian hate crime. oy vey!
Nostr is like the backstage behind the curtain and I love that about Nostr.
the world needs this whether they realize it or not at this very moment.
remember how long it took Bitcoin to get to where it is now?
well, consider how many years the thought must have percolated in Satoshi's mind prior to the white paper, and what seemingly disparate moments of inspiration eventually coalesced into action.
can you imagine being a spark of hope, joy, and inspiration for someone like that?
that's what Nostr is like to me.
🧡
"sunlight is the best disinfectant" but so is BLEACH.
using coded language is so funny because literally everyone in the IC already knows what you're talking about even if it's in the context of sports.
it's a "where's the lie?" game and usually people slip up because they use code words incorrectly or out-of-context, which is a dead giveaway, not to mention that if you say "I ate a mcnugget" but your geolocation data shows you haven't been at McDonald's in a year then...I mean, c'mon 😑
the CIA has been decrypting encrypted messages since day one and you think they don't know you sent your friend to take photos of a woman at the beach?
the NSA can literally see every single text message you send and receive, dummy.
🎶 drizzy and muskat sittin' by the beach
money, money, laundering!
first comes thugs
then comes the sheriff
now we got the feds
lookin' at 'em like terrorists 🎶
that man might play babygirl better than a tranny but that man is one sick puppy. he ever show up where I'm at and imma have 86 black n***** and snow n***** with cow glocks out ready to milk that bitch.
well who tf do you think be running jew game on all them illegals in Miami???
God forbid anyone tell that Canadian n**** drake to go fuck himself 🙄
and I still am. I literally just want to get ABDUCTED by ALIENS.
PLEASE GOD. FUCK.
the crazy thing is that I'm not angry at myself or the world. I'm just like...why are these people so stupid? I don't get it. it's not that hard to not be stupid.
I have been thinking this since I was literally like six years old and that's probably why I would, like, hallucinate about going to outer space where there might be actually intelligent life forms.
perhaps I have always just been insane but I would often pray to get abducted by aliens.
tbh, it's the crabs in the bucket problem: like ok well I'm not like you and I'm not supposed to be in this fucking bucket but ouch? I can only pretend like your goddamn claws haven't made me bleed so many times before I start hallucinating about the day I'm out of this bucket.
(I'm a little mouse in a crab bucket in this metaphor and my tail is gone. unsure whether it will grow back someday.)
I guess this is why "fuck you money" means so much to people. cause really. after all this shit the one thing that they'll hate more than anything is someone they hate having "fuck you money". they are retarded.
in the upside down clown world, good people are criminals and bad people are heroes. I'm guessing this is actually hell.
actually, no, it's not nothingness. it's watching every dream you ever had die while someone mediocre and boring pretends to be you and laughs in your face because you're nothing. you'll never be on that stage, you'll never look as good as them, you will never even get the chance. and every time you fall in love, they'll ruin that for you, too. and it's just absolute loneliness from that point on. the harder you work, the deeper they dig your grave.
like. can someone just shoot me in the head already?
honestly, when these people determine that you're never going to be more than a prostitute, you better not refuse because the other option is nothingness.
sacrifice years of your life for something and all you'll get in the end is a salute and a "thank you for the rape tape" while a bunch of influencers and rich people act like you're the scum of the earth. nobody will talk to you and nobody will even acknowledge that you exist. just sit there while somebody else takes credit for everything and wait forever for them to make little changes so you can have extra money working shitty jobs they've damned you to, because you can't ever be like them and they don't think you deserve to be.
I wish I could go back in time and kill myself before I ever wrote that song.
"unknown soldier"