Very nice. This girl loves to be on her leash too, and is right now, as it happens. Enjoy Your pretty puppy and piggy. 🥰

A girl labors in chains...

This must be a short entry because Lily has to go help her Goddess take care of some things, but she wanted to make a note of this and her feelings.

This morning Lily put on the new purple skirt and woke her Goddess with some delightful foot worship, then She took Her Lily out to breakfast and we spent a pleasant morning together.

Lily has the amazing privilege of working from home at a desk (or in a recliner), so when it was time for her to start work today, Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 put her in the pretty leather cuffs with chains between her wrists and between her ankles. The ankle chains have tiny bells attached so that Lily jingles when she walks and her Goddess can more easily track Her little flower's movements around the house.

This girl wishes she could fully express the depth of her love for this feeling and her gratitude to Goddess Kali for allowing her to experience it. Lily has had fantasies of medieval style shackles, prison transport chains, and semipermanent heavy metal cuffs like she has talked about before for as long as she can remember, and being able to spend a day in chains without disrupting her life makes Lily a very happy girl.

Lily's new chastity belt also came in the mail today, and she is anxious to try it! That is one of her other longest-term, deepest fantasies. Lily loves to touch herself, and the thought of pawing helplessly at the cold steel plate covering her sex and being utterly unable to get that feeling without Goddess' permission is a nearly overwhelming submission fantasy.

These things came just in time as well! Goddess will be working soon, and She will feel more comfortable knowing that Her little Lily is shackled and chained to her desk at home with her private parts locked up tight. This is a dream come true for Lily, and she will do her very best to support her Goddess in Her endeavors and thank Her in every way she is able.

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Lil'z got skillz, baby! 😋

Thank You, my beautiful Goddess. Your Lily is devoted and delighted to be Yours and is grateful for the privilege of pleasuring You. 🥰

Mmm... just one of many fun things one can do with a pretty girl's ass. 😏 Those marks are exquisite!

Maybe...but You should give me a good beating just to be sure. 😏

Those boots are worth every second I bet it took to lace them up! 💜😁 This girl doesn't always love thigh boots, but you pull them off spectacularly. 👌

New spoons, my lovely Goddess? That almost makes Lily want to misbehave on purpose to try them out. Luckily she's not a brat like that. 😇😝

Your devoted little flower looks forward to her training. 💜

That! Your nipple rings look awesome. 😁

A girl earns a reward...

Goddess Kali had Lily write up some reward cards that she might earn by getting Goddess to go to the gym with her, and Goddess is here with Lily right now. This girl is looking forward to pulling a card to see her reward and enjoying it. 🥰

Goddess also asked Lily to do a piece of her 5x5 set with 5 pounds added and send Her the weight. Curious where that might be going. 🤔

Lily loves the way her Goddess presents her with challenges and encourages her to push beyond her limits but does not force. So far She has not really punished for failure, and She is very loving and gives rewards when Her Lily succeeds. Not that Lily is never punished - she can still feel her last well-deserved beating, but Goddess is wise and applies punishment when necessary and gives rewards liberally through praise, funishments, and more when Lily is a good girl. This girl has already shown great improvement in her ability to squat and stand on her toes, and she hopes to earn a pair of pony boots some day. 🐎❤️

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A copy to keep this picture here when the profile pic changes.

Thank You Goddess. Your Lily would love to reply at length, but it is time to try and wake You up for today's workout, and she is looking forward to licking Your feet good morning. 😋

Love this picture, though this girl would rather be in the cage than on it. 😉 nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 can we get one of these? Your slavegirl means the cage, of course, but she is willing to be open-minded here. 😁

Thank you for the follow and comment! Looked through your recent posts and like what you share. ❤️ There's a picture of a girl on a cage that is quite compelling. 😋 Followed back and will definitely will keep an eye out for new things that Goddess and Her Lily can enjoy.

Thank You, my beautiful Goddess. 🥰 Your lovely Lily adores her delightful Domme and likes to lavishly lick Your private parts and prolong Your pleasure by stroking Your sex and slurping Your succulent prize from her proficient pointers.

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A girl has a face...

Lily has a new profile picture for Nostr. she is not permitted her to show her real face, so her generous Goddess spent time with DALL*E via Bing to create a variety of images for her. These will probably get switched out over time or used as inspiration for story posts, but Lily chose this one first with purpose for several reasons.

This picture probably has the best approximation of her real hair color right now. Lily has a beautiful purple mixed with what remains of her natural black and pink in a few places for accent, plus one strip of natural white right in front. Goddess Kali did a wonderful job dying Her pretty girl's hair and She loves the attention it gets. Lily basks in the praise and adoration, especially that which comes from Goddess Herself. It invites positive attention in a way that this formerly shy girl craves but used to fear, and it makes her feel like the prettiest girl in the world (ssshhh, don't tell Goddess that Lily ranked herself #1!). 😏

The picture prominently features a lily flower, with the girl staring at it with longing and contemplation, as this Lily looks to her future at Goddess Kali's feet with excitement and openness to new things.

Butterflies in the background and on the girl's collar are symbolic of Lily's transformation from the person she once was into the loving and loyal slavegirl, pet, submissive, and servant who will devote her life to pleasing and caring for her perfect Goddess.

Finally, the collar. Admittedly there were a few pictures with more realistic collars, but the girls are all blonde, which Lily is not, and this one is beautiful and has the best parts of the others. Lily hopes to one day earn a semipermanent locking collar to which only her Goddess will have the key. Lily has long been fascinated by this idea and has wanted a set of locking steel cuffs and a collar since she first saw a version from Axsmar many years ago. she had once thought to be the one holding the keys, but no longer. Lily desperately craves the feeling of inflexible, unremovable steel wrapped snugly around her wrists, ankles, and especially her neck. Steel that only her Goddess can remove. The mere thought of it makes her excited, and she loves the feeling of being owned that such restraints would impart. Lily looks amazing in her beautiful leather collar, and she loves hearing the tiny click when Goddess locks her into it, but this would be next level for beauty, headspace, and submission. ⛓️💜⛓️

So, this is Lily for now. A pretty, happily collared, devoted slave and lover to her Goddess Kali. This is the life and the submission that she desires, and she eagerly looks forward to all that the future holds.

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A girl earns her marks...

Goddess Kali pleasured Herself on the couch next to Lily while she worked on her long post earlier. Lily enjoyed the feelings of her Goddess writhing and undulating next to her and experienced it as another word we have just learned: Compersion.

To borrow a definition from the internet:

"Widely understood to be the opposite of jealousy, the term compersion refers to a feeling of joy, fulfillment, or excitement when someone we care about experiences joy, fulfillment, or excitement themselves."

We have seen it used more specifically to refer to partners in a non-monogamous relationship finding joy in their partner's sexual encounters with others, but Lily likes this more general definition better.

Compersion is something this girl has struggled with in the past. That rabbit hole goes deep beyond the scope of this post, so suffice it to say she has not always shown her Goddess the respect and support that She deserved.

Lily was able to feel true compersion for her Goddess in this moment. Where she might have been jealous for not being invited to play or spiteful for missing out on a mark, she was able to find joy in her Goddess' pleasure instead. It helped Lily to stay in the right headspace for writing as she finished her task, and she received a near-karmatic reward almost immediately afterward.

After she finished writing, Lily fetched the things for Goddess Kali's bedtime care ritual. Goddess was asleep on the couch but woke up and commanded Lily to touch Her after she finished the care routine. Delighted at the privilege, Lily was allowed to pleasure her Goddess repeatedly and earned herself six marks, a deluge of praise and petting, and an ovation to boot! 👏

Lily is so grateful that she was able to please her Goddess. she loves being used for Goddess Kali's pleasure and felt so happy and loved and rewarded by the praise she received. A simple pat on the head and being called a good girl brings Lily a great joy that touches the deepest parts of her soul in ways she did not know the words for to give them voice until just recently. 💜

Now, please allow Lily to explain the marks she has referenced twice. Goddess Kali's pleasure comes first at all times, of course, but Lily may earn her rewards too. Every time Lily brings her Goddess to orgasm, she is allowed to make a chalk mark on the bedroom wall to keep a running tally. Instead of having a requirement to please her Goddess at a certain frequency or some other demanding approach, Goddess Kali turned it into a fun and rewarding incentive program. For each mark she earns, Lily may spend a dollar on something she wants. When she spends some, the remaining marks are recolored and new marks are made in that color until the next spend, then a third color is chosen, and so on.

This controls the amount of money Lily can access, which is discipline that she needs and craves right now. It makes her shiver with antici......pation looking forward to her next purchase, and gives us sufficient time to fully enjoy it. In the past this girl would buy one toy and then get excited about another before the first even arrived, so many of them did not get played with very often. It also gives Lily another reason to offer her Goddess pleasure. Goddess has always been shy about asking, though She has been opening up to it beautifully of late, and this girl has always been bad at offering. The marks and this dynamic in general have greatly eased our tensions around sexual encounters in ways that both of us need and appreciate.

Lily loves her Goddess and is very happy under Her ownership and in Her bondage, and she looks forward to wherever this voyage takes us.

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A girl makes a better choice...

Lily had to go downstairs tonight to fetch something for Goddess' bedtime care routine. While she was down there, Lily thought about grabbing a pack of M&M candy from the big box of them. This girl would have done that without thinking twice in the past, but Lily wants more than anything to be a good girl for her Goddess, and decided not to take the candy for several reasons.

First, Lily is diabetic and has been having trouble controlling her sugar lately. Sugar taken in at night causes bigger spikes in the morning, so skipping it will help her morning exercise get her sugar level where it is supposed to be.

Second, Lily promised Goddess that she would do better with her food and exercising. Both of us desire to be healthy and happy for as long as possible, and Lily wants as much time at her perfect Goddess' feet as she can get.

Third and the most influential, Goddess has been using those M&Ms as treats for Her slavegirl when she is pleasing. Lily loved eating them off the garage floor as a treat after Goddess commanded her to write apologies for making Her wait on the floor, then scrub it clean enough to eat from. Lily was also made to hump the cold cement floor like the little bitch she is that night. It was a beautiful and satisfying experience, as well as an effective punishment, and Lily does not wish to take away the value of those candies as treats. Instead she will work hard to please her Goddess whenever she wants some.

This is but one of the ways Lily can be a better submissive and slave to her Goddess than this girl has in the past, and she will learn better control to help us both.

A girl goes for a walk...

Lily was allowed a short rest to write her earlier posts, and Goddess Kali generously allowed her to nap for a while afterward. This girl woke up from that nap to her Goddess and a pair of handcuffs. At first she thought she might be in trouble. When Goddess cuffed her tightly and told her to roll over on her stomach, Lily thought she might be in for a spanking - a frightening thought while her butt and thighs still bear the marks of her last beatings. That was not to be this girl's fate, however, though the outcome did involve her ass.

Instead of the sharp sting of a hand slap or the resounding thwack of a wooden spoon, Lily felt the cool, smooth textures of lube being spread between her cheeks by Goddess Kali's warm, soft fingers. This was followed by the welcome feeling of the double dildo sliding inside her and the stimulating buzz of its vibrator coming to life.

It was a wonderful experience!* Goddess has not used Her Lily's ass like that very recently, and it felt like hugging a beloved friend. Being played with there is an interesting sensation, mostly due to the obvious similarities shared with the other activity hosted in the same venue. Lily believes that is part of what makes the sensation so powerful and helps it transcend the borders between pleasure, pain, comfort, shame, and more to create an eclectic blend of moods and physical states that isn't always the same from encounter to encounter.

* - Lily truly loves when Goddess Kali plays with her there under any circumstances, but this time had something extra. Something special. Many of the stories and fantasies this girl has indulged in over her years have featured one or more slaves, victims, etc being forced into things they might not otherwise choose. Being used in this way appeals to her on a deep, primal level. How does this relate? When Goddess woke her, Lily was tired with a bit of a headache, and she had to pee. If she had asked for a break, Goddess would have allowed it because She cares deeply for Her little flower, but this girl chose to be quiet and take it like a good girl, and she is very glad she did. Lily is owned by her Goddess, mind, body, and soul. The needs of her Goddess come before her own. That is her purpose, and she must learn that lesson and make it part of her being. Goddess makes sure Her Lily's needs are met, so Lily will make sure her Goddess' needs are met and Her wants indulged, and she will always strive to better please her perfect Goddess. Moreover, Lily's acceptance of Goddess' advances made her feel used, and she wants that. Craves it. Lily loves to please her Goddess and perform for Her, and is very happy that she chose not to break the mood, and in doing so got to experience a real version of feelings she had only fantasized about in a way that made her feel very comfortable and safe.

The cherry on top? Lily felt easily able to express this to her Goddess and talk about her feelings on the subject. This girl would have struggled to be open like this in times past, and may have left the encounter with a mess of suppressed feelings. Goddess seemed to have some concern and took it as a hint to ask first in the future, at least most of the time. Lily finds that quite acceptable as well. This girl loves her Goddess for Her constant and genuine show of care and concern, but also welcomes Goddess to use her without asking any time She pleases. That triggers something deep and meaningful for Lily, but this girl does prefer Goddess' softer approach most of the time.

Lily also got to wear the tail for a while this evening. It fell out easily once, but this girl was then able to hold it in for some light trotting, which she has had difficulty with in the past. Goddess' squat training is paying off in unanticipated ways! 😁

Tonight Lily's Goddess took her for a walk on a leash to 7-Eleven for drinks. This girl has been on a leash before, quite recently on a trip to the park, but not since being given her name.

It was an exquisite experience! Goddess dragged this girl around the house a bit as we were leaving, but for most of the trip she was allowed to walk comfortably at her Goddess' heel with a bit of slack. The weight of the chain hanging from her collar and the delightful feel of Goddess' ownership and control walking at the end of Her leash made it a true delight, and an experience that Lily is anxious to repeat and grow from.

On the way home Lily was allowed to walk freely at Goddess' heel because our hands were full, but at the end of the block Goddess ordered Lily to her toes - i.e. to walk on tiptoes until we got home. She did not think Lily was up to the challenge, but She has been training Her slavegirl well. Not only did Lily make it home, but stayed on her toes for at least 20 minutes longer while she started setting up the glider food and Goddess trimmed some nails.

Both Goddess Kali and Lily herself were impressed by this. Goddess was very excited and petted and praised Her pretty Lily. This girl loves and basks in her Goddess' praise in a way that is very powerful and very deep. Goddess has been this girl's biggest fan and cheerleader since the day we met. Lily has always loved that, and recently learned it is called a praise kink. The reason Lily has it may never be fully understood, but you don't have to understand a thing to see and leverage its potential. Goddess desires feelings of security and has a kink for giving praise. This girl needs discipline and has craved it in unhealthy ways in the past. Lily needs praise, and Goddess gives it in the best and most healthy of ways. This dynamic gives a framework for both of us to get what we need, and that makes it easier for Lily to wholeheartedly belong to Goddess Kali and willingly and gratefully accept Her ownership.

This girl has had a good day, and she loves her amazing Goddess all the more for having spent it together. 🥰

A girl has no gains...

...yet, but she will. Lily was a good girl and got up for the gym this morning. she was not able to get Goddess to accompany her, so no reward, but getting healthier for her Goddess is reward enough.

Lily did her 5x5 program today and looked very pretty in the mirror with her collar and purple hair, which matches the gym's decor quite nicely. she backed off her weight levels a bit because she had been struggling where they were at due to twinges in her right knee and being at the very limit of what she can handle with some of the lifts. This will allow Lily to make daily gym trips as Goddess commanded without injuring herself and comfortably and safely progress to her previous weight levels and beyond.

After exercising herself, Lily went to get drinks in case her Goddess was thirsty. Walking into the store, she wished that she had worn the Vibe t-shirt she got yesterday when a cute girl wearing the same shirt passed her and exclaimed "I really like your hair!" This girl was delighted by the positive attention and reported it to her Goddess as soon as she was back to the car. Lily loves being a bright and beautiful reflection of her Goddess' love and care, and she will work to be a healthier one as well.

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A girl has a name...

Lily was named by her Goddess yesterday and is very happy with her new designation. 🥰 Lily asked for this name because she knows Goddess likes several kinds of lily flower, and Goddess has recently been referring to Her slavegirl as a flower and talking about helping her bloom. At first this girl was not sure about being named at all, and then she thought about the name Lily for a day before asking Goddess to name her to make sure it would feel comfortable to say and think about.

Needless to say, Lily made the right choice. Goddess was so open and accepting, and She seems to genuinely enjoy the name as well. That makes Lily so happy and proud! When Goddess calls this girl a pretty Lily and pets her, it makes her heart melt with joy and love. 🥰❤️

There is more to say about her name, so Lily will revisit this topic soon.

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