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Brandon
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Onwards and upwards

What an epic way to end this 33rd birthday. Good bye 32 hello 33.

I found aiming for contentment rather than happiness was a better pursuit since happiness is a more moment to moment feeling.

A continuation of the previous note.

Best track of #toscco is The Sushi Bar found @ 19:08 🔥

GM ☕️ Revisted my prog rock collection. #happyfamily #toscco is one of the best albums from front to back. https://youtu.be/aN202ICy_gM?si=N2nM1_8LOr6Jbsfe

Replying to Avatar Pickle Dan 🥒

Having a rough night. Saw the telephone pole I hit with my car today ( https://cumberland.crimewatchpa.com/nmiddletontwppd/14259/post/reportable-crash-vehicle-utility-pole ). Realizing how I could have died. Don’t think I’ve ever been so close when having had a seizure.

Feel like I’m putting this on Nostr because I feel alone and can’t keep talking to my mom about it.

I’m exhausted. I tried so hard to smile today. Never had so many people before tell me how glad they are I’m not hurt or worse, but it’s that same look I’ve seen for the past ten years after having had a seizure. Like I’m a different person than I was.

Don’t mean to complain. Not asking for zaps, reactions, or reposts. I just need to get out of my head is all.

Sometimes I look at my stack and think, “what am I doing this for? Why do I get up in the morning? Why do I go to work.

I’m not gonna do anything. Promise. I came to a point years ago that suicide is for cowards. I’ll die when God is ready for me.

Just don’t know what I’m doing… feeling lost.

Damn dog happy to hear you survived. I too have epilepsy so I know that post seizure feeling. Rest and recovery is always the best medicine.

lol that face on bitcoin