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A little off Nothing but Fat thumbs and autocorrect Life is short, Smile!

Well, hell just saw what I wrote. Little embarrassed for the typo... ment to say "nasty"...

Replying to Avatar Mark

Huh?

Pointing out elite hipocracy, is tiresome and boring. It also has the opposite effect that you want for you "side". It is negative on morale and encourages a sense of helplessness. Winning is being able to ignore the hypocrisies of your "side" and puniing "them" for any slight.

Yes, a very familiar MO

when i say i'm #neurodivergent, THIS is what i mean. these are the results of a series of brain tests i underwent when i was 28.

they show that i'm very intelligent, but i easily forget what i'm told, my attention span is quite short, and i'm slow to make decisions.

a normally developed person would have scores that are much closer to 50% on a test like this. the scores are percentiles. if you score 5% on something, you're 1 in 20 people in a bad way. if you score 95%, you're 1 in 20 people in a good way.

these tests, which took an entire day, were what my psychiatrist used as the basis for my #ADHD diagnosis in my late 30s. i turned 40 this year, so it came pretty late.

somewhat paradoxically, i got a high executive function score. you're not supposed to have high executive function when you have ADHD.

but i think this is explained by the fact that they're not testing your real-life executive function, only your ability to solve a puzzle in a lab. they can't test your life management skills, which is the most important part. getting and keeping friends, jobs and romantic partners serve as a good test of that, however, and i have always struggled there.

i'm not too interested in speaking to any more doctors about this or trying any more medications, because they can't really do anything about the things i really care about, such as serving a purpose, and having real-life friends and a life partner.

considering the above, and going by the theory of "opposites attract", i should be married to someone who is very plain but very organised, so she can "run the business" while i "entertain the guests".

The slow decision making thing is a bitch, it always things to pile up. Like the the three rules of golf three are the three rules of remembering; take notes, take notes, take fucking notes. This also helps with the staying on task and focus. When in conversation maintain eye contact, it also forces you to focus, pay attention and remember, then you should take notes

Most people I speak to about NFT's understand it as a new digital IP type stuff. I maintain that it is a way for governments to launder their political corruptions, and by extension its popularity

Dont know what to say man, can't seem to pay...

Replying to 56cb4a31...

nostr:npub1gxv4vcqfp2ug07fd34t0swq4w2t9gsynu0cmelr6ktcna8xnv38qythh99 I’ve never submitted an art piece and draw like a drunken kindergartner, but that f35 silhouette is way wrong. Then again haven’t listened yet, so maybe inside joke?

Not sure I'm only about half way through and about 6 episodes deep. There is a lot of there is a lot of in-group history/culture to decode

Astro turf, is the word you guys were not using regarding the art. People have natural bullshit detectors. Is not much different than the newer rock, over sinthed silliness. It's like all the 00 Christian band took over production, just no grit. I'm not opposed to it but one has to put in the work to make it good

The world takes all kinds and so will the future. History is full of stories that guide us through. It's not easy nor should it be, constant vigilance is the price of freedom. Knowing how to work on cars is an important skill old or new, other simple things like knowing how to get where you are going before you go, in these things also lie the innovations to move past and then into new problems. What ever it is that you do, just build it with the values you want to see caried forward

Well Steven, the way your spamming the these comments I'd say your building a brand. Baby steps