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Lain Iwakura
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The Nostr and fediverse personality formerly known as Nukie; also may or may not be an alt account with their baggage forever tied to it.
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You don't hate Redditors enough.

Darth is the endgame for those who either only joined Bitcoin in the last five years (earlier even), or were in the scene for so long that they became reduced to rabid, uncritical NGU hypemen that idolize those like Rorschach while possessing none of Walter's intelligence.

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Definitely.

There was the actual statement (which Rentry took down in less than ten minutes) and an accompanying Q&A, which I updated with an archived link to a PDF version of the former.

Hoping that narrows things down greatly for you.

Every aspect of it is a problem; the minor either being abused or exposed to the worst of the internet, due to a lack of supervision or good parenting. Said minor going on to take pride in their mental damage instead of getting help for it, and producing material that goes on to create a perpetual negative feedback loop.

I am a byproduct of familial sexual abuse, premature porn exposure, and now struggle with two paraphilias I NEVER fucking wanted nor asked for, all while making sure to minimize my exposure to illicit material up and until the lingering urge to consume (I save none of it) goes away in its entirely.

Fuck anyone encouraging minors to self-harm themselves both mentally and sexually; I want every last person doing so to die in the most brutal fashion possible, before completing the extermination by ending my own life.

No loose ends.

I GOT A MINOR AND THEIR NSFW CONTENT (not of the self, THANK GOD) TAKEN DOWN A CERTAIN BOORU

GET ABSOLUTELY FUCKED

I uploaded it, but the Plebs compression completely destroyed the video quality and synchronization. I don't know if my own external optimization would have fared better, but I had a hell of a task with an 800 MB 4K Webm (gross) file.

Getting by and surviving (minimally). Did a stream out of boredom over the weekend, and depending on how tomorrow looks I may end up doing another.

Tonight even?

Who knows, because right now I don't lol.

Some grammatical errors at the starting part, but I don't care enough to install a cucked client just to make edits only a few people will see and/or give a shit about.

This is more of a venting/off-the-chest kind of post from me, so it's staying here.

An infrequent reminder from me that at any time, I could go postal without any prior notice and nuke everything if not for the fact there's a few people I'd both like to still retain contact with, along with the basic courtesy I'd like to extend to those people.

There are a lot of things I dislike about myself, with said things wildly varying in severity. Some of those aspects border into the realm of criminality, which I will not go in-depth on with a bunch of internet strangers (especially on Nostr, where I've reposted notes from this account to my main with MY LEGAL NAME); nonetheless, I say this because if anyone stumbles onto any service I may have been on just to see I'm no longer a presence there, it shouldn't surprise them as to why that's the new status quo.

I've admitted to some of my more severe misdeeds pseudonymously, although some of the people who've heard about or read said confession know who I am, as I consciously chose not to obfuscate my identity with those people; making that choice has backfired somewhat in my personal life, but no severe detrimental impact has hit me as of yet. Just understand my somewhat broad presence online is not a guarantee more than it is a privilege, and that at any time I can delete my present accounts while being fully aware that what existed prior (archived by myself and others) won't go with it.

I've done this before, but it's yet to be determined if the next time it's done will be the last.