"those who already express their folly will not be thrown by love"
That's a good reason to act foolish on the daily.
I thought Eros was more sexual. i was thinking just love in general. hmmm. Reproduction does require Eros.
note to self to bike to my engagements
what is the Last Spike
that whole region is great for road trips in the winter. i never liked road trips before driving in New Mexico, AZ, Colorado. and to lesser extent Nevada/Utah.
the vistas are never ending. Colorado especially has a different biome/landscape every 1 hour that you drive.
New Mexico has a special place in my heart although it's poor compared to the rest.
I drove from Tahoe to Reno to Salt Lake City, Reno to Salt Lake was least favorite part of the region. It got really interesting again south of Salt Lake CIty in Bryce Canyon.
i was just watching this... eye opening. i'm too chicken to watch the part about S** worship tho. i will just be peripherally aware
Nevada is soooo dry. Unless it's Reno/ Tahoe area. In that case it's a very nice place. Utah is also horribly dry.
The good thing about Texas is that it sets your expectations so low that when you travel anywhere else on vacation, you will think it's beautiful
wyoming and montana were on my list of places to drive through this summer. I'm sure they are beautiful... but maybe you should also consider Texas. I'm not even from Texas, but it really has grown on me.
Texas has its own electrical grid, and it's close enough to Colorado that you could drive overnight up there. There are 2 hub airports for United and American Airlines plus we are a short bus ride/drive from Monterrey, Mexico with all of the Mexico destinations.
There's the ports along the Gulf Coast, and fertile gulf coastal plains. and then there is the Hill Country with it's cold fresh water springs in the middle of the state. Beautiful deserts to the west, and acres and acres of plateau farmland to the Northwest.
It's also very windy here, tons of windmills everywhere. It's just a hot wind from June to October, but you could drive up to New Mexico or Colorado for a break.
Maybe put Texas in your evaluation matrix...
don't you have to be crazy rich to live in wyoming tho. or is that Montana
oh man, i love these cookies
how should I feel if I rent an apartment for $1500 that would supposedly cost 500k to buy.
I haven't read these stories in a long time, so first of all I'm surprised at how readable the whole first 6 books of the Bible are.
Secondly, since I grew up in church and I was just taught these miraculous stories as fact, I'm surprised at how easy it is for me to "believe" something.
I'm at the point where I'm wondering what the word "believe" even means. Can an action that is completely unseen alter real world stuff like a soul's destiny.
It's hard for me to tell, do I believe something or not.
I'm also trying to look at my beliefs from point of view of someone who wasn't trained in this stuff from a young age. Atheists are so refreshing. And I can see how they might be frustrated with someone with beliefs that create a disconnect with the world that they understand.
can you imagine if a company or country hires you, and your beliefs interfere with the job? they might be super angry that you some sort of belief system where you're doing charity instead of making money.
but as far as Jericho in particular, is it miraculous? was there a technology involved that we don't understand? was the walking around purely ceremonial? is there a link between the ceremonial, the miraculous, and technology?
Are you making airplanes?
It does seem that humans are really sturdy, and it's all the bad stuff combined in the last few decades that just does us in. it's hard to not consume up to the limit of what we can tolerate.
My great aunt at 98 still drinks a glass of wine before bed. I would sleep horribly if I did that. if i had a squeaky clean diet, i could probably go back to it.
she also ate a donut for breakfast and sausage & eggs (not saying this is bad).
I'm mystified by this disappearing note that I thought i published this morning.
yeah, i changed my mind haha
kept thinking about it and concluded that the espresso is kinda ok, a bit dehydrating, but i had been also drinking red bull in recent days, which in the past i have found in some situations brings on the visual migraine
the migraine is eased off and my vision is converging much better now
just gonna be really careful... no artificial sweeteners and no energy drinks, just espresso, the odd whisky and soda and i'm gonna try get through one more day of no food with those new rules in place... i'm feeling a little keto this afternoon
that was the other thing, the red bull was also triggering something with my kidneys i think... and i'm pretty sure there is some connection between the kidneys, the peripheral neuropathy (as well as the vision problem also pain in my hands and feet, and the cramping) and i'm not doing so well at this new moon fast tbh, i kinda broke it a bit last night eating some goat cheese
anyhow, i guess it's all information, what i got from this was that Acesulfame-K is bad shit, super bad

https://pruitthealth.com/wellness-blog/blogid14
"Long term exposure to methylene chloride can cause nausea, headaches, mood problems, impairment of the liver and kidneys, problems with eyesight and possibly cancer. Acesulfame-K may contribute to hypoglycemia."
impairment of the liver and kidneys and eyesight problems
which they connect to methylene chloride (dichloromethane) - i assume it's a metabolite:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dichloromethane
nah, idk what the connection is - i guess maybe it's a solvent used in extracting it, but DCM is used for a lot of things, traces of that stuff is bad, but in the amounts i would expect from a fully dry food grade extract it's not gonna be that bad
and it looks like there has been zero real research and any stuff that talks about vision, liver and kidney problems is hard to find but perplexity found me some
https://www.perplexity.ai/search/acesulfame-k-and-vision-and-ki-HxYh5v46T7.r4JZbghcBmQ

there is strong indications that this stuff causes kidney damage, and i also had other things go on around the same time, like, severe reactions to maltodextrin, which i already had previously experienced that it caused me to pee a disturbingly dark brown color when i was given a drink containing it in prison back in 2014... again, this stuff also has been creeping into foods everywhere especially my favourite, potato chips, and i think there is good reason to suspect that this is all connected to the onset of the cramping problems as well
so it's probably no wonder that my health is dramatically improving from fasting and eating primarily beef mince in recent months
this vision problem slammed me pretty hard this morning though
Aspartame sounds especially bad.
I started avoiding any fake sweeteners a couple years ago due to the "leaky gut" problems they cause. Apparently they kill a lot of good gut biome.
Couple that with alcohol (just 1 or 2 drinks at lunch) and unhealthy American food, I had nightly heart burn.
Thankfully avoiding alcohol (except for the occasional drink) fixed the heart burn
Yes, I ended up with Sparrow. I should have added that.
Sparrow wallet is my favorite. It's a good teacher as well



