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figuring it all out I appreciate your humor, insight, and your post whether or not I agree

who was she talking about? ELon or Trump or someone else?

"those who already express their folly will not be thrown by love"

That's a good reason to act foolish on the daily.

I thought Eros was more sexual. i was thinking just love in general. hmmm. Reproduction does require Eros.

My best stab at your ending questions are : I think the link between technology and consciousness are much deeper than the materialist assumption. Technology doesn't only come from ideas expressed in material form - they're an extension of our consciousness itself. I think the whole world, to some degree, in some way, is a product of our minds. The spooky action of quantum physics seems to support this.

IIRC the army that marched around Jericho had the ark with them. The ark did all sorts of cool things, but it seems like it was just a box made of wood (I want to say Cedar, but Acacia would make more sense) with some gold artwork on it. But the ark was a symbol, and everyone believed in its power or holiness, so in a way, it was technology. It was conscious intention stored up somehow like potential energy and it did work in the real world.

This fits with my theory about the Jews - that they were actually the entire priest class of Egypt. Or maybe the Levites were the priests themselves and the other tribes had something to do with organization. I have no support for this theory, and it could be formulated in a million ways, but that's just how it seems to me. They claimed they were in bondage in Egypt - "slave" is used, but that wasn't like slavery in the US was. In Egypt a slave paid 20℅ of their product to their master, but was otherwise mostly free. But a priest would equate worldly life with bondage, so it could have meant that, too. Now, if you look at the "King's chamber" in the great pyramid at Giza, there's a broken stone box that archaeologists claim held a sarcophagus. But its too short. It looks to me like it would hold the ark perfectly. I'd really like to go measure it... Bucket list. When the Jews left Egypt, the pharaoh was determined to stop them. People moved around a lot - a lot more people were nomads back then. I doubt the pharaoh got pissy every time some nomads crossed his land. He seemed too upset in the story, like he was losing the most valuable thing he had, maybe the source of his legitimacy. That would be the priests, the magicians. "Moses" is a very Egyptian name, and he was a priest. So Moses was taking the magic out of Egypt. And we see that magic at Jericho. We also see it on the cross. "Christ" is also an Egyptian name. Most people think its Greek, and it is, but not originally. The word comes from the Egyptian initiation ritual. I don't know what it meant to them, but it was used after the initiate passed the stage where they see Osiris' mummy.

For me, these things actually strengthen my belief in Jesus Christ, even though they aren't taught in church.

I forgot most of what I'm responding to, but I remember you said something about charity potentially causing companies to not want to hire Christians. I'd agree, if the Christian employee has a misunderstanding of what charity is. Its not necessarily selfless giving. In one sense, Christian charity means giving the benefit of the doubt and being civil, usually in conversation. And you can give away things and call it charity, but only if its not pity. And most importantly, selling things in a free exchange is also a form of charity - that's actually the easiest way to begin to see the unseen world. If its a free exchange, both sides would say they profited. The end result is a whole greater than the sum of its parts. Simply moving things around and getting paid for being a merchant is creating an increase in wellbeing in the world, so that's charity. The word got maligned after it got a legal meaning, which flattened it and made it a target.

" It was conscious intention stored up somehow like potential energy and it did work in the real world."

I like this idea very much. It resonates with a lot of "law of attraction" stuff.

I haven't proved how this all works to myself yet, but my hunch is that it boils down to one word which is love.

that whole region is great for road trips in the winter. i never liked road trips before driving in New Mexico, AZ, Colorado. and to lesser extent Nevada/Utah.

the vistas are never ending. Colorado especially has a different biome/landscape every 1 hour that you drive.

New Mexico has a special place in my heart although it's poor compared to the rest.

I drove from Tahoe to Reno to Salt Lake City, Reno to Salt Lake was least favorite part of the region. It got really interesting again south of Salt Lake CIty in Bryce Canyon.

i was just watching this... eye opening. i'm too chicken to watch the part about S** worship tho. i will just be peripherally aware

wyoming and montana were on my list of places to drive through this summer. I'm sure they are beautiful... but maybe you should also consider Texas. I'm not even from Texas, but it really has grown on me.

Texas has its own electrical grid, and it's close enough to Colorado that you could drive overnight up there. There are 2 hub airports for United and American Airlines plus we are a short bus ride/drive from Monterrey, Mexico with all of the Mexico destinations.

There's the ports along the Gulf Coast, and fertile gulf coastal plains. and then there is the Hill Country with it's cold fresh water springs in the middle of the state. Beautiful deserts to the west, and acres and acres of plateau farmland to the Northwest.

It's also very windy here, tons of windmills everywhere. It's just a hot wind from June to October, but you could drive up to New Mexico or Colorado for a break.

Maybe put Texas in your evaluation matrix...

how should I feel if I rent an apartment for $1500 that would supposedly cost 500k to buy.

I haven't read these stories in a long time, so first of all I'm surprised at how readable the whole first 6 books of the Bible are.

Secondly, since I grew up in church and I was just taught these miraculous stories as fact, I'm surprised at how easy it is for me to "believe" something.

I'm at the point where I'm wondering what the word "believe" even means. Can an action that is completely unseen alter real world stuff like a soul's destiny.

It's hard for me to tell, do I believe something or not.

I'm also trying to look at my beliefs from point of view of someone who wasn't trained in this stuff from a young age. Atheists are so refreshing. And I can see how they might be frustrated with someone with beliefs that create a disconnect with the world that they understand.

can you imagine if a company or country hires you, and your beliefs interfere with the job? they might be super angry that you some sort of belief system where you're doing charity instead of making money.

but as far as Jericho in particular, is it miraculous? was there a technology involved that we don't understand? was the walking around purely ceremonial? is there a link between the ceremonial, the miraculous, and technology?

yeah, i changed my mind haha

kept thinking about it and concluded that the espresso is kinda ok, a bit dehydrating, but i had been also drinking red bull in recent days, which in the past i have found in some situations brings on the visual migraine

the migraine is eased off and my vision is converging much better now

just gonna be really careful... no artificial sweeteners and no energy drinks, just espresso, the odd whisky and soda and i'm gonna try get through one more day of no food with those new rules in place... i'm feeling a little keto this afternoon

that was the other thing, the red bull was also triggering something with my kidneys i think... and i'm pretty sure there is some connection between the kidneys, the peripheral neuropathy (as well as the vision problem also pain in my hands and feet, and the cramping) and i'm not doing so well at this new moon fast tbh, i kinda broke it a bit last night eating some goat cheese

anyhow, i guess it's all information, what i got from this was that Acesulfame-K is bad shit, super bad

https://pruitthealth.com/wellness-blog/blogid14

"Long term exposure to methylene chloride can cause nausea, headaches, mood problems, impairment of the liver and kidneys, problems with eyesight and possibly cancer. Acesulfame-K may contribute to hypoglycemia."

impairment of the liver and kidneys and eyesight problems

which they connect to methylene chloride (dichloromethane) - i assume it's a metabolite:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dichloromethane

nah, idk what the connection is - i guess maybe it's a solvent used in extracting it, but DCM is used for a lot of things, traces of that stuff is bad, but in the amounts i would expect from a fully dry food grade extract it's not gonna be that bad

and it looks like there has been zero real research and any stuff that talks about vision, liver and kidney problems is hard to find but perplexity found me some

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/acesulfame-k-and-vision-and-ki-HxYh5v46T7.r4JZbghcBmQ

there is strong indications that this stuff causes kidney damage, and i also had other things go on around the same time, like, severe reactions to maltodextrin, which i already had previously experienced that it caused me to pee a disturbingly dark brown color when i was given a drink containing it in prison back in 2014... again, this stuff also has been creeping into foods everywhere especially my favourite, potato chips, and i think there is good reason to suspect that this is all connected to the onset of the cramping problems as well

so it's probably no wonder that my health is dramatically improving from fasting and eating primarily beef mince in recent months

this vision problem slammed me pretty hard this morning though

Aspartame sounds especially bad.

I started avoiding any fake sweeteners a couple years ago due to the "leaky gut" problems they cause. Apparently they kill a lot of good gut biome.

Couple that with alcohol (just 1 or 2 drinks at lunch) and unhealthy American food, I had nightly heart burn.

Thankfully avoiding alcohol (except for the occasional drink) fixed the heart burn

Yes, I ended up with Sparrow. I should have added that.

Sparrow wallet is my favorite. It's a good teacher as well