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Pepe NOSTRos
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Time is near. Little by little then all at once. We ask for nothing, we do not recruit We simply share the lore when we return We are Raid Traders because we know the time is near So until the end, we raid.

haha no but close. the little phalus shaped shadow off the button flap. Good luck with contest! community fun.

I must really dig nostr.

Someone really got under my skin so I wrote a cootie bot. The most hilarious and pernicious social virus for shame and finger pointing ever conceived.

I sat and looked at it for a looong time. then decided. No not here. Not like this. Dont pollute nostr.

Just thought I would share one of the moments when my better self won, lord knows all see the losses.

Was a matter of time. I told him it would happen. I still have to find time to go shake down Low Info Voter's bot. is anti spam but client side like we discussed that day.

froglfe aint much different fren😅

I know how to hold my corner and squat my lilly pad bro. no issue

I have some seed words in my head . . . so I cant walk around anymore? what about air travel to foreing jurisdictiions? do i have to forget seedphrase first? but the blockchain exists globally and btc is there not in my head so am I transmitting anything? Like . . . transmit . . . nothing is moving anywhere. its a record change. so ledger change is now transmission? this is so whacky I gotta think its cover for othe mess thats about to blow.

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oh nm. you are a barnacle. begone

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i dont understand what the picture is for

I just stayed out of it and no one came my way for smoke so all smooth here. hang in bro. dont dishonor yourself and no one else can.

Stay real bro

Is there an AI trained on public policy and the law? They exist for ESG compliance. They use RAG to supplement tuning. I would love to have one that just ingests all politician speech and proposals and gives a steady stream of analysis. soon I hope.

Dunno. Dhe seems sincere. May just see a pain point with her frens and other girl nostrs and have accepted the offered kind words and support. She may not even know the details of the underlying debate or think of them as associated. This shit is complicated and fee will is not what it seems bro. Don't judge just discern.

Bad boys move in silence.

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I never said to anyone I was bullied. I did not leave because of what someone said. I was looking at my own behavior and not liking how I was acting. It’s not because I’m a woman and you’re a man. It is actually possible for someone to have issues going on besides what you see and hear on the internet.

Basically, I never had social media of any kind besides nostr recently. At first, it was such an awesome experience and I truly enjoyed being a part of it, but having access to that many people and that many opinions at once became overwhelming. I started to notice trends and felt pressure to be a part of them.

I think what triggered me was the assumptions and it shouldn’t and it’s not your job to make sure I’m feeling confident with myself. It wasn’t one occasion, but there have been many instances where I have made a joke or said something outlandish and the immediate assumption is to judge and educate me. Contrary to the speculation, I have in depth researched seed oils and actually make an effort to avoid certain ones, but don’t judge myself for missing a label or my patients who cannot afford to change their diet (I know it’s insane to imagine, but I actually have a master’s degree in science and much of that degree was in nutrition).

So why would I care? Why do I let it bother me that my entire life, I have felt automatically placed in a “dumb blonde” box? I still don’t really know. I honestly don’t even know if my own assumption that everyone automatically thinks I’m dumb is even true. I’m a human being and I have flaws. I really don’t mind admitting that. That’s one thing I like about myself, when I see something I don’t like, I’m honest about it and make an effort to change.

Those closest to me know what has been going on in my life offline and I appreciate and adore every one of you. In conclusion, my experience on nostr recently has illumined a new opportunity to grow and work on something I didn’t realize was an issue for me. I just felt like I was all of the sudden interpreting and becoming argumentative over insignificant things and that’s never been who I am. Nostr is not the problem. Men are not the problem. I am. I only have control over how I behave, speak, and interpret life. Lastly, I encourage everyone (myself included) to understand the difference between fact and speculation. There have been many assumptions as to why I left, but the only person who can answer that question with any ounce of objectivity is me.

P.S. I’m fine. I’m smoking a joint in the bathtub reading a book. Please don’t worry about me. Hopefully, I will be back soon when I’m ready.

oh . . . well am glad you are good but civil war sounded kinda exciting. Oh well guess we all gotta get along and keep building then.

For the record though, the seed oil angle made this low key funny af in spots.