Yay, I was useful! You have no idea how satisfied you just made a particular corner of my mind.

Happy to be of use 😇

I’d love to go toy shopping with you. I can already feel the blood rushing to my face when you ask the clerk, “Can we test the new purchase?”—then wonder aloud whether we should get a booth or if it’d be okay for me to hump it right here in the open. 😳

…Sorry, got a little carried away there. 😄 What were you saying?

Oh god, devious design!

Well, I mean, how could any sane sub say no to the offer to become hucow? Where can I sign up? Pretty please 😳

Oh, you want to see me half-mad from pleasure? It wouldn’t take much—just lock me in chastity and let the hunger for release reshape every conscious thought into desperate action to pleasure you in any way possible.

I’d do it all, knowing it would only deepen this inconsolable lust… and I’d do it anyway.

Need to find a girl who is not afraid to think like that. #powertothewomen

Wait, too late.

Need to find a way how to teach that kind of thinking to my wife 😅

Oh no, now you’ve discovered my secret—why I prefer using my tongue or fingers! 😋

But honestly, I think it’s just because I need to cum every other day to maintain sexual prowess better than the dreaded “two-pump chump.” Unfortunately, that clashes with my desperate need to stay submissive. I have to be horny for that, so it’s a never-ending cycle of horniness.

I’ve been reading about this Reddit community where people try to become premature ejaculators… Letting a Mistress “corrupt” me that way sounds like a fun fantasy. One of my favorite #orgasm memories was getting a touch-free orgasm just from giving a girl oral—so I’m sure my little prick wouldn’t mind.

Am I a hypocrite?

I’ve always maintained that I’m mainly into power exchange, and almost everything else I enjoy is just a corollary to that (barring serious/permanent bodily harm and bodily waste—though I’m unclear about piss). I’d actually be into almost anything given the right circumstances (mainly Her preferences and my desperation to cum at the time).

For example, I’m not heavily into foot fetish… unless it’s part of worship, that is. I don’t get pleasure from dildo riding… unless it’s part of a scenario where I’m proving how obedient a bitch I can be. You get the picture.

But truth be told, I’ve been thinking about the pissing thing, and I can’t see a clear path to enjoying that—even in a #goddess scenario. Or serving with another slave (though I’d still love to try that, just because).

So maybe I’ve just been a horny, depraved little #slut all along?

God, just rubbing frenulum like that would make me cum in like two strokes 😓

So either I would be in position of postorgasm torture or I should better be in chastity and wear strapon to satisfy godess as she deserves. Or maybe just numbing cream and penis sleeve would be enough? Or just dildo in my mouth which I would use to enter deep inside your glistening pussy so I would have almost this point of view (and smell and auditory)

God, just made myself hard again 😖

Glad I am about to be called in the bed

PS: calling god a lot lately, may be I should reconsider if I am really an atheist

There's something magical about the goon state most of the normies can't comprehend...

Also glad I am not only one "wasting" my time on the porn organization. It's a chore, but we will pull thru 😀

I should really start making list "What to do when winning a lottery". Making grant program to normalize wearing these again would be in the shortlist.

Can't take my eyes away. Not sure why.

Maybe I should cut back on booze 😅

Is it just me projecting or does her look really have #dominant vibe?

How the fuck can sub brain maintain normal function when presented with unspoken offer like this 🥵

Well, we will see 😄

I am actually planning to get her some regenerating nail polish so not sure if that's sucker proof 😅

Plan is to make her stomp banana or something like that (take some pictures) and clean her up... I believe that would need tongue action extensively.

But I am currently under the intermittent fasting enforced by our card game, so it would need to be during afternoon hours, so we qill see how can I manage to plan things around getting the house just for two of us and clear of distractions (read kids).

#sucker4life

Just tie them up and don't ask. Works in my dreams, sure it would work IRL 😁

Ngl, having Her bend me over the kitchen island while I am wearing just apron is on my top 5 list (getting pretty crowded there 😁)

Wouldn't even need her to be wearing as strapon...may be just curious fingers...and tongue in my ear...and just leaving me panting and unsatisfied while she slaps my ass and announced that we are done for now...

Anyone knows why am I torturing myself with unrealistic fantasies? 😅

Still, it would be you who would put her there ☺️

From card game you mean? Got two cards for that... whoring myself with pictured on net (literally "showing myself online", was thinking about streaming, but not sure how to present that to her) and toy show for #goddess .. Have some ideas for that, but not sure how bold I can be given that we haven't played like that in looooong time.

Having time to get these task done up until Friday.

Would love to be under the woman that decides she wants me penetrated... No luck so far 😅

*chuckles* I am in danger.

Picked up a card/task to be sober for 7 days, that means including today.

Wife informed me in a by-the-way fashion while we were driving to the party, that she expected me to try to bargain for an exemption for today...

Me having made a satisfying lunch was able to make a deal. I can drink tonight, but the pedicure I will do for her will extend to a manicure as well. Still a win in my book.

#flr #subproblems