I know, people dropped this a few times. There is something that doesn't seem to be clear.
This has been going on for 20 years. I have had to deal with crap reaching up to the level of persistent, intentional abuse. At some point, you completely ruin a person for *no* reason.
There is a reason why human rights state that nobody has to suffer unjustified false accusations and persecution. Time and time again, I challenge them but get no response. No amount of "playing nice" or "self-censorship" solves this.
I do am willing to use less rude words if there is a remote possibility that those are being respected, but that hasn't been the case for the last 10 or so years of abusive assholes.
And about the "lost opportunity". Let me be extremely clear about this: for the last 20 years people have done a lot to fuck up any attempt to accomplish something. If I scare off 80% of people and 75% are abusive assholes, then that's an enormous win.
Imagine having a bunch of lunatics twist every word being said, and instead of facts being checked, there are a legion of imbecils constantly attacking you for 5 years straight. And, it is clear with 100% certainty that many people involved, including close people, did so knowingly and lied knowingly and deliberately.
They claim "I did not get what I thought I wanted", but at the same time every claim previously stated turned out in part or as a whole false/lies. Still, when I ask "what it is I supposedly want", then there is silence. This has nothing to do with "what I thought I wanted", because they lied about that too.
I have a very strong impression that this is supposed to be a specific point, but these people have no clue what's going on because everyone has been acting on countless lies. With at least 8 years, and likely up to 20 years, of lies and deception, you don't get to hear the facts. They have been lying about everything.
Let what ship sink, the economy?
Apparently I'm so cheap that my local regtest setup for Bitcoin is so disappointed with my transaction fees that it refuses to pick up the transaction. :-P (And it's the only one there is.)
nostr:nprofile1qqs0he0gpmydkhzrncjc94ten5j79l5tjk93ah6etgtn4cwg4t6xqacpz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7qgnwaehxw309amk7apww468smewdahx2tcpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumt0wd68ytnsw43z7e9d7ts that's my experience with all the attacks exactly. Some people have done everything to discredit me, attack me personally, lie about things concerning me, falsely accusing me, trying to steal my identity in order to steal my accounts and work, trying to discredit my work and steal my work.
And, the thing is, I make controversial statements and I point out the things I do. Even just *criticizing* my *actual* work is too much to do. Some supposed professionals tried a few times and failed. The vast, vast majority of haters have not criticized anything of substance, while I even pointed out opportunities to them, even contributions outside my field of expertise.
My LLM tells me this statement is hateful and organicist. You will no longer be validated as human by our CAPTCHA-gatekeepers and as such prepare to suffer a slow, silent fade out of public view. 😋
And instead if a spirit of cooperation, you are "expected" to a spirit of tyranny, manipulation and expected to "trust" in the "good intentions" of people who have proved malicious intent through abuse and harassment.
That's not the *current* idea of *woke* that I know. (I.e. is different from "waking up to the truths of this world".)
Can you explain?