I was first introduced to bitcoin four years ago when I started dating nostr:npub18ukvmtrnk8e56g600r0vv8wvhvacgd452jajnws5gpttkglzttgqe0quqm . I found it fascinating, but, transparently, I had a lot of internal work to do before I had the capacity to dive into this thing that has the power to save the world.
My nervous system couldn’t handle learning about the truth of society and my place in it. My brain was traumatized so it couldn’t actually learn.
Anyway, I listened intently to Dylan and nostr:npub1cn4t4cd78nm900qc2hhqte5aa8c9njm6qkfzw95tszufwcwtcnsq7g3vle for years as they riffed about decentralization and the power it can hold for humanity. I took it all in, mesmerized by the power of this thing, but I didn’t…. do anything? I just kept living in these systems that don’t work. Aware that the don’t work. But my mental pain was louder than any intuitive awareness I held about the topics my friends discussed.
I recently learned that 98% of our thoughts, motivations, and behaviors are subconscious. I have access to 2% of my brain as I write this post. Do you find that insane? I find that insane. Anyway, I digress.
What I’m trying to say is that I subconsciously stayed ignorant even thought this shit was right in front of my face because I was stuck in my fight or flight nervous system. My brain told me that the thought the only way to survive was so conform. It was preparing for danger at all times. Fear doesn’t breed abundance.
The Bitcoin Standard has been sitting on Dylan and I’s coffee table for the past two years. A few weeks ago, I did a Breathwork and meditation practice (I.e. regulated my nervous system to gain access to my intuition), and had a few hours to kill so I picked it up. I haven’t been able to put that book down since.
I picked it up because I’m confident that I’m prepared to be accountable for what I learn. First, I had to exit the matrix of the centralized mental health system. I had to start relying on my breath, yoga, health(ier) food, and healthy relationships to get to a place where I can engage in the solution. My personal experience speaks to Gabor’s idea of how the toxic culture we live in doesn’t allow us to get healthy enough to be willing to look for the truth. To be curious is to be courageous. We need to be safe to have access to optimal courage.
It took me four years of being so close to this community to have the courage to step into it. Idk why I’m sharing this but I think my story may have the potential to serve as a case study of what might need to happen to get people in a place to being open to truth, connection, and abundance.
Money is the foundation of safety, and safety is the foundation of health. Sound money = sound psychology = sound health. It’s all connected 🌎🫂🔄
I resonate deeply with this. And notice often how my relationship with money affects how I respond and show up. The more aligned with how I spend it creates a level of peace that’s hard to explain.
Traveling has been enlightening for me, revealing both my greatest strengths and weaknesses while opening my eyes to aspects of myself rarely seen in everyday life. It has posed multifaceted challenges, provoking deep insights into my preferences, core needs, and areas where I'm playing small. It’s part of the reason I love travel. By exploring the world, I concurrently expand into the depths of my own being, creating a deeper understanding of myself.
What do you love about travel? #travel #asknostr
Slow and steady wins the race.
#babechain #bitcoin #nostr
All suffering comes from resisting what is. Lean into curiosity, which turns into understanding, then compassion, then acceptance.
The fact that “influencers” aren’t intelligent enough to realize how unnecessary and invasive that is, is the scary part. The people who are being looked up to are sheep.
Live as if everything is temporary. Because it is..
#babechain #nostr #facts
The portal is open… Happy lions gate 8/8 🦁✨
It’s in the nothingness, the void, that I find myself. The most subtle parts of my being that are normally drown out by all the noise. The silence and stillness allow me to hear myself clearly. It’s here I feel most whole and alive.
#spirituality #selflove #knowyourself #slowdown
PSA: re-rack your weights.
That is all
To all my girls out there, where do you get your bathing suits? And Amazon and target are not the answer I’m looking for.
#babechain #summerseason #bathingsuits
Tranquility
#nature #hikelife #outdoorgirl 
I think it depends on a lot of things. Home environment, personality, work style preferences. Personally I work from home for myself everyday and it can be challenging having no resources to turn to. It also makes it harder to have a distinction between work and home life. Neither of those observations are negative just an aspect of the situation.
Everyone just wants to be seen, understood and loved. How are you showing up and providing that for yourself today?
#selflove #babechain #nostr #spirituality
I was told by an old boss that “everyone puts their pants on the same way, one leg at a time”. They aren’t better than you. There’s nothing to prove or be nervous about.
Approach everything from a place of curiosity and non attachment.
#babechain #spirituality #staycurious