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emily
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following creative impulses! ☼ freedom > everything Working on @npub1u478qx307ln39tkhdj9r0rvl29yrhdqjdkzv9l98rmtxvwhza6zsm42m4a

Little Miss Sunshine, True Romance, Donnie Darko, Moonrise kingdom, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas and Into The Wild all have special places in my heart 🀩

If I must be spending my days working, at least I can do it from here :')

True, and I suppose I usually choose not! So I guess I'll stick to journalling lol

Sure, I can ignore every instinct in my body that says this is not a natural space to talk candidly about everything... but at the end of the day the permanence makes it exactly that... not natural space to talk candidly about everything. I've been on here since last January and it's consistently my main issue with it.

And true there are only a few people I know on here ... so far ;) if it remains this super niche community forever then I guess it's less of an issue. But I'd rather see it grow! And the level of sharing I'm gonna do is gonna depend on who's here.

I shared some stupid shit on Facebook as a teenager and the only people I know that use that now are my parents and extended family members - not the audience that was originally intended for lol. That's another part of why I hold so much back here, is it going to be a small community of bitcoiners and/or people I don't know forever? Or will this eventually evolve into my one social media account? (Ideally the latter because I like the principle of Nostr... minus this one point I obviously hate)

It's mostly me reading back on my own past thoughts that's the issue, not as much what other people think! I don't want every passing emotion to be forever stamped in history and able to be retrieved/recalled in full detail . It's unnatural

Hahaha don't make fun!!! That's the basis for real connection πŸ’…

But who wants to talk about feelings??? Let's just have coffee together instead 🀣 #coffechain

I probably say 40-50% of what I wanna say on here cause I'm scared of the permanency. Nothing controversial I just wanna talk about my feelings πŸ˜… But by nature those should be fleeting... What I personally want in social media that's hard to find (unless I hide my identity I suppose, but I don't want that either) is the ability to talk more freely and openly about my personal experiences, but as someone with a lot of self-criticism, the willingness to be open certainly feels hindered by #nodelete

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Replying to eee8f902...

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Hahah yes! Mine has a whole life of her own outdoors... I am simply her food and shelter provider. I have to put bells on her so she doesn't bring home any more birds πŸ˜…

Couldn't sleep at all last night!! Quite literally lied in bed awake until 6:30-something am... not sure if I should blame the new moon or plain old rumination but work is gonna be difficult today 😭 love my sleep #moonstr

Welcome!!!

I started looking through hashtags of my interests and found some cool people that way 😁

Stuck this #bitcoinsticker on the busiest pedestrian walkway in my town... thinking real hard about where to put the rest πŸ€—

Thanks nostr:npub18kpw3akvdsyk239lx0jgwksr74sq4nlha3r8u9g2rnrhztfpfhysy469c4 πŸ₯°