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I fucked up again...

Ate some ice cream outside...on an empty stomach...

Totally forgot how much sugar outside ice cream use...

Oh, I won't forget this one...

Fucked me up pretty good...

About a few bites in I was like oh dude, this is emotional eating again.

Need to be even more mindful from now on.

Even if you do trust that, but what are they going to pull next? It's about the underlying value and trust.

You feel like a good boy?? πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Replying to Avatar paulo

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I think I'm getting somewhere now. Pinpointed what's needed rn and have a list of videos lined up under my "Healing" file.

It's not gonna be easy but it sure is the next stage of healing that my subconscious knows I'm ready for.

I didn't think I'd make it and be where I am all through last year, so may that be the hope and assurance for me that I will get to a place where I couldn't even imagine today. πŸ’–πŸ’–

I'm back to life a little after eating, finishing the first chapter of the book, crying, accidentally napping and then eating more.

Took a walk while the sun was still out.

Thanks to all you good people liking, zapping, hugging and giving good advices!!! πŸ«‚πŸ’–πŸ«‚πŸ’–πŸ«‚πŸ’–

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