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Bitcoin & šŸ«‚ Oh and dimly trying to think through interesting issues. I think that I don’t have a right to force you to do anything other than not harm me or others. Seems like most people I interact with in the real world disagree with this statement. To be fair.. the devil is in definition of ā€œharmā€.

Yeah that should have been my first since the pins are neighbors

I hear ya. This concept of a literal sense of being together is interesting.

What would you feel is missing if for example you watched a movie in a simulated theater that allows your family members, who were also watching it live but on the other side of the world, to ā€œrent out the theaterā€ together? With the avatars from Apple vision pro or the Meta thing you can see something that looks like their eyes, and the avatar will keep getting more accurate.

Have you read ready player one?

Haha well I was looking over your history and decided you’re probably not a bot. For now that method usually works. The sats are yours šŸ«‚

Ohhhh that’s where you got the idea of electromagnetism. Nah that usage of the word transformer has reference to AI, not electricity.

Again, nobody uses microwaves to refer to sound.

ā€œTFUSā€ he defines early in the video and is the sound part (yes I know you’re gritting your teeth at the non-perceptive use of that word, but believe me it’s standard parlance in physics)

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8507972/

2:23 or so is where he brings in the AI with the concept of a ā€œNeural Transformerā€.

The video is techno-mumbo-jumbo though, so this stuff being confusing/opaque is THE key part, the active ingredient of his pitch haha.

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That’s saying something given the immigrant sex ratio is only something like 3 to 2 m:f

How many per year per capita?

I don’t know what you mean by microwave trials.

They exist as both waves of electrical field and magnetic field. They do travel through materials that allow them to pass through. This interaction depends on things like whether there’s an electron that has an orbital transition that matches the energy of the passing wave. But you can tell that they don’t need the molecules because they can go through vacuums, unlike physical vibrations like sound or ultrasound.

Capta real quick for me. Send me back the zap I just sent. šŸ«‚

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Hey, Nostr…

This is an #introductions post, but it’s not my first npub.

I’ve become quite close with many of you over the course of 2023. I consider a number of you to be real friends.

But I haven’t found the courage to open up some of the personal struggles I’m facing. Partly out of shame, partly out of the fear of validating my failings by putting them in writing.

But what I do know is the love and support and kindness that exists among this crew, and I’m feeling like I could really stand to lean on that energy a bit right now. I’m hopeful that, even through this anon account, there’s room for friendship, freely given.

I’ve struggled with a range of compulsive/risky/addictive behaviors for a long time, but it’s gotten harder lately. It’s the devil I’ve danced with since my teenage years, and it’s been especially difficult lately to align my active behavior with my heart, intuition, and personal goals.

I believe I ā€œtrainedā€ my neural pathways to lean on various dopamine/reward pathways in times of stress during my adolescent development - or, to be honest, from a much younger age - and these mental habits have become deeply ingrained.

It’s not one specific ā€œaddictionā€ the way that people often struggle with, but my tendency to fall into patterns of substance abuse and other ego-inflating activities goes through cycles, which I’m just beginning to understand come from very deep, old parts of myself, and it feels like things have been escalating farther outside of a level of baseline acceptability lately.

I can point to various moments of trauma or conditioning that led me to try to self-soothe in these ways, and I’ve developed compassion for the parts of myself that are ā€œtrying to helpā€ even in self-destructive ways.

But I’ve had a harder time with everything lately than I have in a long time. I don’t feel able to share this with my partner, but I am recognizing that it may be too much to handle on my own. Because I’ve tried for years. Self-imposed rules aren’t enough, because they don’t heal the broken parts. And I’m afraid that I’m risking the things I hold most dear, including my loved ones and my own self-worth and self-respect, if I don’t find a way through this.

I know some of you have faced things like addiction, trauma, loss, and personal failures. And I’ve seen the beautiful people that you are. I know and recognize that beauty in myself too, but I’m continually undermining my own happiness and fulfillment. I’m learning to pray again, to turn inward and connect with myself. But I’m also deeply stuck enough that I keep ending up in those patterns that hurt my heart and betray my soul.

I don’t even know if anyone will see this. If the default relays on this client have wide reach. If my VPN is effective or if I’ll dox my identity here.

But man… I sure could use a few kind words, advice, or encouragement from others who have been in a similar place before. If you’ve read this far, I already deeply appreciate you. You’re probably one of the friends I’ve made this last year šŸ«‚

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Hahahaha

My šŸŒ¶ļø in physics.

Just in case you’re serious, I’m sorry I thought you were trolling. I’m happy to explain more than just the below šŸ«‚

That diagram is all about electromagnetic radiation, and so is every diagram or explainer section you’ll find that is talking about microwave frequencies. While the same frequencies are probably technically possible in some materials, the term ā€œmicrowavesā€ is not used in the context of the pressure driven oscillations of non-charged particles, it’s strictly an electromagnetic concept. šŸ«‚šŸ«‚šŸ«‚

I mean I could be wrong, but I’m gunna need at least one receipt. I’d zap ya though 🄹

According to your definition, but everyone’s :)

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I’m calling this one. Nobody in the whole world seriously uses the word microwave to refer to GHz sound. I’m gunna need a source that isn’t the note I’m replying to 😜

Oh haha I didn’t realize you were kidding. I’ve always thought of the word ā€œsoundā€ as having the human perception meaning as well as the vibration meaning independent of human perception. I guess you’d say the tree falling in a forest with nobody around makes a noise but not a sound :)

I see it now though. It is a bit redundant

Ultrasonic sound waves not electromagnetic. But you’re already getting microwaves in your head while you sleep šŸ«‚