muhammad is so shy almost never see him but sleepy face at sixteen minutes he makes an appearance
learning how to saw happy new year in farsi 🥹ðŸ˜
no better blessing than banafsheh's smile in the morning
john is looking handsome in the sunrise
you know what is so nice?
as such an aside,
the small town feeling of having a good reputation i dont remember
like wow i guess i wasnt fired or anything
welcome back anytime would hire whenever i want
like thats so nice
can we just sit with how nice that is
like worked at a coffee shop but going away to college and they are like: thanksgiving break if you are back home and want hours, they are yours
a free to come, free to go
never know you ever have been until arrived once more kinda thing
so the clapping wasnt: oh you somehow remembered
and wasnt 'oh we missed you welcome back', tho the sentiment of gladness was present
celebrating only that this was still intrinsically me, free and chose, with the understanding entire that it would be fine when and if it no longer is, as in, there wasnt a sense of eternity or stuck like the key and peele sketch
there was momentum and movement thru time
or the sense that i couldve not chosen twelve times, then did choose the thirteenth thru the thirtieth and seemingly never again after that until wait, the five-hundredth and eighth
illustrative vehicle:
the illustrative vehicle is not the tone of my experience. it is just an illustration of equation. so take it stripped of sentiment, delivery, and fourth wall breaking camera glance to get what i mean.
https://blossom.primal.net/12ab8e4a1331143f7a556c03a0ab65d83b222ec15648f0d44185d83f5c45d0d3.mov
like having a desire to have a type of job. filling out the application for the job. going there to hand it to the front desk in person. and when i do they say welcome back but im not frightened by them saying that cos conveyed in the welcome back at the exact same moment is the sense of the entire thing.
that i wouldnt have been free to come back, that i wouldnt have been able to know this was/still is intrinsic to me, my own desire on my own steam, if i had remembered i had been there before.
illustrative vehicle:
the illustrative vehicle is not the tone of my experience. it is just an illustration of equation. so take it stripped of sentiment, delivery, and fourth wall breaking camera glance to get what i mean.
https://blossom.primal.net/12ab8e4a1331143f7a556c03a0ab65d83b222ec15648f0d44185d83f5c45d0d3.mov
the illustrative vehicle im gonna use is dark eerie humor, that this is the vehicle does not mean i am joking tho.
to not know and to do anyway
i believe is fundamental
at least it is to me
i was in the woods once, about twenty minutes out from the end of the trail and i arrived to a wish where there was a whole bunch of angels suddenly
im gonna try to explain this in the most mundane terms i can
if there were to be a reason, cos obvi i can hire me to do whatever, im me
this https://primal.net/e/nevent1qqsrvmpyrxx29vfz4xmrxrqa4s36eguxklyzkyfqtylluh29jtz47eqkmkyx4
**at a glance it is fine, im saying, to hire an astrologer to do something isnt what im doing like i didnt hire me to seriously look
so matchmade as far as personal trainers go
her venus is on my rising
and her neptune conjuncts my north node*
*just being silly, ya cant just scan an ephemeris and say things, thats not appropriately respectful synastry, im being cavalier and having my own 15 second injoke
just me and vlc* this morning
*vanessa lee carlton
goodnight nostr 🛌💜🫂✨
sitting quietly enough to hear paws on snow
tiny crunches
a fox encounter
1st Taolu World Cup - Suijin Chen (HKG) - Women's Taijijian - 1st Place
Description: "This is the winning performance at the most competitive modern wushu (Chinese Martial arts) tournament in the world, The World Wushu Championships. Suijin Chen (陳穗津) is performing a modern wushu taijijian (taiji sword) form."
https://blossom.primal.net/8ca3f7d0c8b0b829ea8d983fa7d34f29c575552705fdf3743ed650c0506c5b5d.mov
by Valentina Lobos
caption: "sunburn. commissioned piece. 45x35cm. hand embroidery on cotton linen. bremen, 2025
Thank you for all the love this year. I hope it comes back to you tenfold 🪡
• for collabs, commissions, or inquiries of any kind please write to vlobosm@uc.cl"
https://blossom.primal.net/36094358e03425eb20d9d1323cfa6c24ba23e0f7219be870d2042803dac97fa8.mov