441. M.T.

I'm overly visual, and have been molested as a child. Until a man knows your child and has a relationship it's weird to offer help right off the bat. Predators put themselves in a position to look good and helpful. Now if it's been a while yeah he should want to be a father figure, but right away is weird. Favoritism is also a sign of grooming, so gotta watch for this shit. Especially in our new world, here I'm Canada they are pushing pedophiles are wrongfully judged. There are ads on Facebook saying change the stigma towards pedophiles. I truly believe it is prevalent amongst 50+ % of the population, so as a mom I'm so on guard. I'll die before I ever let it happen to my kids. I'm very thankful I have a good husband, and a good grandma. Children are treasures that have to be protected, and yes I sound crazy but straight up almost everyone I've met has been assaulted as a child or teen. So yeah I thank Jesus for my position in life cause otherwise I'd be having a heart attack.

My mother was extremely ill, her parents were dead, she couldn't work due to health. My father actually tricked my mom into thinking he was amazing. My mother is not responsible for my father's poor choices. Yes she should have chose better, but she watched her parents beat each other and was rapped from the age of 4. It isn't just one thing that should or should not have happened, it was a multitude. Fortunately I chose at 6 to have a different life no matter how hard that road would be. My mom should have left my dad yes, but it isn't her fault my dad sucked. At first my Dad was offering to help with her children which weren't his, RED FLAG to any woman with children who are dating. My mother fell in love with my father when he asked if she had bread and milk for her kids on their 1st or second date. My mom was unfortunately bad with men, but my father also just sucked. However I am thankful for every bad thing that has ever happened to me. It allows me to be a better mom, and made me a better nurse when I was one. I love both of parents still and am thankful for them, I'll do better is all that matters.

I grew up in a hoarding house, my dad was shooting deltas and a alcoholic. My mother had a stroke when I was 6. We often didn't have food, I always saw my breath in the winter, and for a long time we had no hot water or washing machine. At one point my socks were so crusted they shaped my foot. I had to be the parent since I was 6, my father didn't want anyone to come in like home care because he was doing illegal things. I watched my father neglect my mother, she'd ask for a glass of water and he'd ignore her. I bathed my mother, and did as much house work as I could from 6. Because of my traumatic childhood, and being pre disposed genetically to bi polor, I had a break down at 23 where I ultimately found out I was bi polar type 2. I have very little social skills as I always felt not good enough, and different from everyone else because I grew up so dirty and poor. This affected my work ability as a nurse, the most I could work was 7 days every two weeks (I'd do over time those nights, but I'd top out around 75 hours in 2 weeks) I was a very hard worker too, people stated the loves working with me, and I have received the only award given out to LPN Outstanding Clinical Preformance. If I had the childhood I needed I could have literally been a Doctor. I'm very intelligent, passionate, and have a drive to do good. The only thing that saved me was Jesus. My mother lost her sight when I was 13, and she believed full heartily she'd get it back from God. If my mother hadn't have given me the gift of God I would be dead. Life is beautiful, despite the bad keep hope God has a plan for you.

Damus was banned in China less than 48 hours after it launched in the Apple App Store. Zaps weren't even invented yet. China banned Damus because it was something they couldn't control. This is a right if passage for freedom fighters. This means you're on the right path. This means you're changing the narrative. This means you don't fit inside their rules.

The best part of it all? Nostr keeps pushing forward like a freight train that cannot be stopped due to it's openness and decentralized nature. These types of events are showcasing Nostr's censorship resistant technology.

Notes and Zaps will flourish and live on while we continue to build the Other Stuff. No one can change that. Not even Apple.

Went outside today... Noticed the police were everywhere... Man it almost felt like a twisted tail...

Anyway... All i did was go to the store. ^_^

How did Monday go?

GOSSIP:

I have basic spam filtering via script working on a development branch. I'll need to optimize it and make pages for editing your script. But basically you create a script like this:

fn filter() {

if content.contains("AirDrop") {

0

} else if content.contains("Ukraine") {

0

} else {

1

}

}

0 means deny, 1 means allow, and 2 means "mute the author". The data available to the script (as scoped variables) inlcudes 'id' (hex string) 'pubkey' (hex string) 'kind' (integer) and 'content' (string). I may pass in 'now' (integer) too. The scripting language is pretty extensive. If people come up with good filtering ideas and need more variables passed in, I can enhance it.

I'm having a hard time figuring out how to spam block messages from random new pubkeys with randomized content. What is the algorithm to stop that? Maybe I should make an entropy calculation function, if the entropy is high it is probably not a human readable language.

5 Stages of #Bitcoin

1. Denial: Bitcoin is just imaginary internet money

2. Anger: We'll ban Bitcoin!

3. Bargaining: Change the code? Use our CBDC? Please?

4. Depression: Beyoncé & Legend of Zelda cause inflation

5. Acceptance: BTC legal tender, MSTR, ETFs, Circular Economies⚡️

GOSSIP 0.7.0 has been released

git: branch '0.7', tag 'v0.7.0'

- UI: Side Menu and Theme updates

- Zap receipts (no zaps yet)

- Improved subscription for augmenting events (likes, zap receipts, deletions)

- Better muting

- Improvements in relay handling, including job persistence, timeouts, disconnection handling,

- More relay configuration settings

- Search much more extensive (still local only)

- Delegation: delegated events show in feed of person delegated from

- MacOS: cmd+enter submits posts; full size content enabled

- Multiple profiles (set GOSSIP_PROFILE to any profile you want, each kept separately)

- Proof-of-work progress logging

- Various bug fixes

SHA256 sums:

864cbb89c9f0adcdb12f84e43e6559611f64435783137f94fd8ae24c688d4446 gossip_0.7.0_amd64.deb

7553cfa9cc521dabc76917f3e5866ac3a502886aded09f517079b544f09cc71e gossip-0.7.0-Darwin-arm64.dmg

511ce16e8bb9a8335889c100205b304a780ba004af4599980f9ebabfa1300b98 gossip-0.7.0-Darwin-x86_64.dmg

23503cd594609044934c0eb8739d8f8d17345d61bb307f116a7571f195badf68 gossip.0.7.0.msi

702bd583d106ed3d142f7cf92eb86a681fa93a7e46c3a1643773374694242bf2 README.macos.txt

Да я вообще считаю, что любая коммуникация здесь должна сопровождаться микротранзакцией. Но так или иначе, за реле все равно придется платить, либо это будет сопровождаться рекламой.