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Seems to have been a temporary down which was slightly worse than the other temporary issues I've been seeing with WoS lately.

And I got that sat... But it also returned one of the zaps I tried to give out earlier back to me πŸ€”.. Maybe I should check for updates or something.

Is it just me or is Wallet of Satoshi down? I can't zap anyone, I'm getting a new error message

#asknostr

I've been telling myself, "it's okay to not know" and telling well-meaning, curious people who ask what I can do at the end of my degree, "I'm not sure yet." But, provided I don't fail this semester, this time next year I'll be graduated, then what am I supposed to do?

Hmmm, somehow, I can't imagine joining the army would do good things for you. But I have no doubt recruiting campaigns make it sound amazing.

I enjoyed waitressing actually before I lost my job because of coof restrictions. But for some reason people expect more from me. When talking about this lack of motivation with my hubby I said, "at the end of this I might just go back to waitressing and work my way up to managing the FoH." and he said, "You know you're made for more than that." That's probably my real problem, I've spent ages passionate about weird things and just going for it and people seem to think that means that I'm special, but I've looked inside and there's nothing.

Tempting.. Sure sounds easier than being a person

I hadn't but now that you mention it sites like anti-war could be considered the flip side of the same coin πŸ€” I will have to consider this deeper. But first of all, off to work on this report for a few hours.

That's an interesting take. I was using 'not failing this semester' to keep me going before but it's lost all utility now...

I think I stressed less about what I wanted to do when I didn't know the truth. Learning it seems to have done me a huge disservice. I shall have to think about ways to utilise it and see if I can't use it as motivation. Thanks, there's alot to think about. I'll look up those books when I'm on holidays.

That's actually great advice, thanks for putting the time in to respond! πŸ«‚

I guess you are right. Once I'm finished, even if I don't want gov work, finishing proves something to myself and others and could pave the way for something desirable, even if I've never had a deep desire to chase.

If I write two large essays in the next two weeks, I'll have three months off before my final semester begins. For now, I'll stop whining and go work on it for the next four hours, after that I'll allow a small wine-fuelled pity party to end the day.

I've thought about it... My mum's condition still left her good times and even in the good times she said spiteful and hateful stuff about me... I guess I'm not going to change my mind about having nothing to do with her after all. I've always believed she did her best with the hand that was dealt her but that was not enough.