me, i dont have it in me to big move make

i like to be tiny and mobile and a set of hands as needed. an all trades thing. very ems minded in that way. responsive.

like wow shit must be not going well today if it fell to me so im here with the pragmatics i can come up with on the fly

massive strategic maneuver

to pick a place, a big one, and say: this

my life to this*

to building here

these lead pipes replaced, that community center stocked with our (NWC) filtered water, that church supplied, this emergency happened our (NWC) water can go there to them

that is anthony all day every day

*maybe not his whole life, legit does talk about bouncing

one of the wisest people i have ever met in my entire life

far wiser than me by leaps and miles

gives his life, his work, his time, his everything to clean water for newark

clean water is massive

that really really matters

getting lead out of the water

humans beings of earth

arising from earth

ecosystem earth

are not inherently allergic to earth

for there to be so many more kids with devastating allergies more and more by day, and i mean this so gently, im not being a dick, my class, it isnt a patch fix like no seedoils or more sunlight

symbolically more sunlight everywhere yea like lets get some sunlight on some vile stuff going down in true crime land

but, that isnt why babies with terrible allergies

it isnt tylenol, it isnt seed oils, it isnt pharmaceutical runoff in the water

as in, it ~is~ these are all contributing factors but the solution isnt: stop all those things problem solved.. cos that is tech supremacy

it isnt a patch

it isnt a bug update

i have no idea how to do this

i have no idea how to present sharing how others can do this

i dont know

but i am thinking about it in the context of hiv and aids

i know that is a key thing here like a pluto

in scorpio hiv overlay art thing

ok, so aim intention thing

gamut as wide as possible

while trying to find gaps to mend the gap

while also finding what needs a charcoal filter

while also finding yea what needs to be spun out and flung into space.

like on the deepest level shut the fuck up

i truly do need people to be ghost students.

my intention, as in line with my

mandate, guardian of the full spectrum (im sorry that sounds dumb) is the whole range from love to rage

thats why the alegria song (im sorry it is cheesy like especially the electric guitar in that song is the worst)

i will not be changing my mind on true crime. i will have to speak to it without watching the source material.

i do not believe in murder as entertainment from the television.

if virility is kinda a pollen thing

and many people have allergies to pollen

i am not sure what kinda checks and balances or safeguards or tradeoffs might make sense

im not aiming for: solve it

that isnt how something like this works

im aiming for: 2% improvement on reckless ripple effect from virility that far downstream can go way way way wrong

hbo has a show called "tech bro murders"

i do not watch true crime

but glancing at some of the episode descriptions. i was really unhappy. cos as insane as the synopsis sounded, i could also kinda see, in a general sense, how such a thing could happen

an immune system is a whole thing that well, words fail cos i dont know how to begin to even start them

to start at known entries? like mouth or eyes or nostrils? to start at digestion and absorption?

hard call to know it is everywhere

hey actually?

what about the immune system like "The Force" ala star wars in some way. tho, that may be too avant garde right now. maybe that is a reach goal. i will put it on the whiteboard

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ok so this is the point where i would check in with my students to see if we have all arrived ok to this place

🥹 how are we doing class?

👻😌👻😚👻😮‍💨👻🙂👻😗👻

🥹 ok amazing im so glad

examples re: the culture war

of massive reactions to perceived scientific supremacy as in, the archetypes, the 'monarchs' whether true or not the figureheads was dr. fauci and bill gates

pivoting quite a lot, an issue across the board on this planet is supremacy. white supremacy has the mainstage of focus in the culture war but there are many kinds of supremacy thinking.

scientific supremacy was so careless in their unilateral moves the covid response was botched in places it didnt have to be

if science had less scientific supremacy, things would not have gotten so bad with so much collateral damage

a lot of this stuff happens as background processes

as long as respect is paid towards the time it takes to acclimate, things are usually fine

like great great grandparents on both sides only ever want babies to watch over

so if two people generally like eachother, most ancestors, at least in my experience so far, are huge suckers and simply give their blessings easily

it is such an insane endeavor to actually think about

it is so insane im usually pretty convinced the only sanity is voluntarily asexual aromantic celibate nun land

and yet

ya know?

ok

to sum it up: when you partner with someone, you are partnering with everyone in relation to them

as in: their siblings, their parents, their grandparents, their great grandparents, their great great grandparents, any exs they have, their best friends, their enemies, everyone

their bacteria, their blood type, their family traumas, the epigenetics, genetics, everything entirely everything

once upon a time i went on a riff about relationships

the immensity of what a relationship is to me in my seeing

it is simplest to explain in the frame of "partners" but it is the same for friends for coworkers for colleagues

the carnivores there. the carrion eaters. the mechanisms of both logistics and delogistics.