Extremely. Everything I wrote today was real. Just writing my experience so I don’t forget.. I had ZERO intention of any of this.. I’m still reflecting and processing as we speak
Not particularly. I read that autophagy kicks in around 24-48 hours and the goal was to kick my body into that state… somehow I went on a spiritual ride unlike anything I’ve ever experienced on earth.
Of course. I write it so I remember. I’m glad you read it. 🙏
Today was wild. I ended up sitting here pondering all the friends and loved ones I’ve lost, for which there are many.. I wished for a moment that I could’ve been there for there final breathes and felt their energy leap through me and bless me with excitement as the old woman’s did earlier today. I want to know that they all felt it before passing. It is extremely moving, I cry writing this. I wonder why after what I’ve felt today? It was real, unequivocally…I know they all felt it.. the peace, the joy, the calming energetic presence that was there throughout there time on Earth, beneath the surface..I didn’t have to be there. But still, I wish I was.
This is just a fast and not even my first! I don’t truly understand what happened here. Truly.
Tomorrow it ends at 1 and I’m not looking forward to it. It feels like leaving the greatest and most humbling and awe inspiring vacation of my life even though I didn’t travel anywhere.
I speak with you more than anyone on Earth, my thoughts are also a reflection of you. 💜💜
Sooooo well put
Profound nostr:note1lj6pa2t5v65z84mwe952a2vvp8uf5898vqkquma3dkk74npq5y4qpnrta2
I shall cherish this food, baked with love. 💜💜💜🫂. Thank you for validating my post, 🙏🙏
I have been given the highest honor by Derek.. food baked with love
Tell master minded I regret to inform him that he can no longer bask in my light. 😂😂😂
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54 hours, no food
Still clear, more and more profound revelations as the day progresses. Food is an afterthought in these moments. There is hunger but it is easily outmatched by the desire to remain in this state of just being. Tuned in.. connected. Whatever words you want to use. Some would say spiritual growth, I would say unknowing. There is no need to “grow” spiritually. It’s already within us. It’s the mind thinking that it knows things that is blocking that path. Unknowing allows me to tap into that which has always been there.
I had the thoughts about food in the grocery store broken down by ingredient yesterday. What would be left, what would nourish you and what wouldn’t serve you. The sugar, the corn.. it would feed you, but it’s not true nourishment.. the fruit would be there, the vegetables, the meats.. they would truly nourish you. It was profound. Today I had that same revelation, but about mankind.
Imagine our buildings crumble, cars crumble, everything reduced to piles… metal, paper, brick, etc..you’re there, naked. What would nourish you? (I’m not talking about your body, of course you would need food). But what would give you a reason to go on?? To thrive? To want to live and push forward!!! It would be very hard to flourish alone under those circumstances. You could survive, sure, but flourish? No. LOVE. Love could do it, would do it.. connection would do it. That’s all that truly matters. Under those conditions hate would have no place, talking about people or things.. meaningless. jobs, money,,, mean nothing. Look around. If your house crumbled, cars, jobs, homes… are you still surrounded by love? Or have you attached to the things and forgotten what will actually nourish you? Are the things you’ve acquired your pile of sugar, your pile of corn and the fruit that would TRULY nourish you is not actually in your home..Think deeply about this. I am.