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Springtime for Zeon (Woggy Mk II)
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"How'd I get here? Ah, it's a long story. I graduated from UMSOT (Undergrad MS Operator training) and test pilot school in '77, back when it was on side 6. Oh, yeah, back then it was something different, we didn't have mobile suits back then, it was MWOTC... Anyways, when the war started, I was a ball pilot for a few weeks, flew three sorties and scored a lucky kill on a Zaku I, and 'cause I was the only one with a kill under my belt, I got chosen to fly with some secret squirrel things on the White Base (back then they just called it the Pegasus). Turns out in order to work on that top secret, feddie zaku ripoff, we couldn't be active EFSF personnel. We got discharged from the service so we could fly for some private shell company. Yeah, we lost MIL benefits, but the pay was so good we figured we'd go for it. We had three weeks to study the manuals and get trained on the simulators while we flew out to our assignment. They put me on the RX-78(a3/4) , but when we were en route to rendezvous to Side 7, the EFSF gave me my walking papers. Turns out, get...get THIS shit: They didn't "need my services any more." Can you believe that? One of the only guys trained on their new, crazy invincible MS, and they fired me.They tossed me, an ace, a qualified TEST PILOT out on my ASS. FOR A G/D FOURTEEN YEAR OLD. Yeah, you know who?! It was the doctor's kid, right? Remember that Tamm Ray guy from the training videos? Yeah, he got HIS kid to be the gundam pilot. Oh, no they tossed all of us. The entire team of mobile suit pilots, gone. Didn't even reassign us. So we're sittin' there, just lookin out the window, watching the stars go by, just angry as all hell, y'know? Fuming. I get an idea, right? So I says to the other guys, who cares? The zeeks need us more than the feddies do, so I went up front, showed the captain our discharge papers, and turned that sum'bitch around. Anyways, long story short, boy do those GM's explode easy! Oh man, jokes on them, the feddies drafted a LOT of stupid 14 year olds to drive those death traps.....so uh, what brings you to Axis?"

broken people trying to fix themselves by fixing others.

I maintain that you’re far better off going to a 20-year crab boat captain than any therapist. Men need advice from experienced men & patriarchs, guys who’ve worked and bled.

Not ivory tower faggots who got their first job at 26 yo

to the point I just scowl in disgust whenever someone mentions their therapist

You’re insane to give these broken, deranged freaks admin privileges for your brain. If they chose that vocation, they have nothing to offer me.

Nobu has popped up here and there sometimes, but he got married so that cuts into sitting around poasting

Like always: I exhort you all to clip poasts daily, never know when anyone here has to go to ground unnoticed

I tend to assume the disappeared guys are/will return w/ some other name. Sometimes you screw up your opsec and have to burn it all down if you left too many threads.

The downside is that people lose interest starting from zero if they don’t get discovered

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> UFOs crash land in middle east

> Grey's tech destroyed

> crews enslaved, bred as pleasure caste

> america 'saves' grey sex slaves to hire them as Human Resources/Diversity Managers

huh

Okay I’ve learned enough about this but this post is fairly interesting in terms of explaining that you could make a case that the “young virgins” they get in heaven are actually the perfected, resurrected version of their wives.

That’s a much cuter, romantic idea so I’ll be generous and assume it’s more doctrinally correct, while the 72 AYYYLMAO lolibabas are a weird heroin-fueled fetish fantasy from the 90 IQ guys of the 3rd world.

I get that, it’s a common enough story. All I can really advise is getting your career and life in order, build expertise in some niche of your own, and ride it out from there. Once you meet women on professional terms you can get a lot better at dealing with them. Guys in my age group are slowly getting better like that, bit by bit.

There’s a bit of hope, but it’s gonna take a whole lot of work to even be able to buy some scratchers. Hope ya make it buddy

these are kinda funny sometimes, (as long as they’re just jokes)

You’re missing out, on the rare (but extant) ones worth dating. Dating is like the fun of a dog, where you like cuddling it and playing with it, and you like the way it’s happy to see you

combined with the fun of playing a long game of handling a girl and drawing her into your gravity well like a trapdoor spider hunting a frog.

Wrap it up with a way that makes home feel more like home, more complete and fulfilling, where you have someone who can still make you feel something. It’s nice when it works….but I definitely get seeing that as a fantasy not worth the gamble. I finally got to that point and figured I wouldn’t put another iota of effort into dating….then a month later everything fell into place. (still might ruin my life tho)