I used to really dislike how certain things I couldn’t remember clearly. It’s like I was a goldfish at those times. I learned about dissociation and the effects that come with it sometimes. I don’t remember ½ of my life. I wasn’t even a person until a certain age. I didn’t understand the mechanism, but used to say that I “wasn’t even living” until a certain age.

I think dissociation works in a few ways

TIL that there is a specific term for the feeling you get when you're being badgered or yelled at or experiencing high anxiety in an acute setting and kind of emotionally check out and not visually focus or directly respond immediately to the source.

Would you part with the entirety of your BTC wealth if it meant that BTCs success was guaranteed?

#asknostr

Asking Nostr….

Ok I’ll go first;

“That’s not a knife, this is!”😜

#asknostr

Can’t wait to see you guys in person, one day 🫂😂

They get progressively worse but it's because they are hammered by the end of it.

But I'll try not to let them break me!

Some meditation 🧘‍♀️ may be required for this 🤣

Gm 🫂 ✨️ 🤙

Its raining 🌧 ☔️ ⛈️ again. He we go ☕️.

First Mardi Gras shift of the season.

#boomboom

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But why?

Automatically display total number of followers and not have to wait for all to load.

Another idea is feeds? Latest, most zapped, most popular?

Could also improve the zaps tab on the notifications. It usually never loads

Drunk coding challenge. Someone suggest something I could implement in Damus in an hour in damus and I will push a build with it at the end.

It surprises me how many people want Bitcoin to be a permissioned network, devoid of capitalism and then also try to claim they are against Blackrock.

I get it, most inscriptions suck, as do most OP_RETURN, and abuse of UTXOs for Bitcoin Stamps and Counterparty transactions, etc.

Imposing ones moral values and desires on how people compose their transactions is antithetical to permissionless censorship resistance. The shit will work itself out and price itself out.

the coiled snake about to strike

it's going to be an fun night, tonight

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Got you, I'll get one!