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i need a whole week fast... at least 3 days... i only managed the morning, but i really really need to do a whole day, 24 hours

i'm just buried in sunk cost fallacy at the moment, especially with the avocado, because it will be inedible in 2 days time

ah, no big deal, maybe i should just throw all the food out, it's not like i can't get it when i need it but i don't need it and it needs to be outside my fucknig house!

kinda can't see any other way around this

need to have noooo food in the house. none. zero, nada, nix, it all goes in the trash and preferably drains out and becomes unusable and i starve!

need to starve, really, really really need to starve

really

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🐉AT ₿01 1y ago

Ripe avocado 🥑 will break you

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

well, if that is the central cause, i am grateful because i ate a very ripe avocado today before i flipped my wig

🐉AT ₿01 1y ago

Break the fast because they are too delicious to fast around

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

you need to move to #madeira avocado trees are almost every 100m

and fasting is necessary, that's why i'm in a tizz

₿itcoin 1y ago

Eat good drink good.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

as part of this exercise, i'm literally emptying my house of food

except for goat meat

if i get hungry, i can goat meat

alcohol is ok, coffee is ok, but no food, i need to empty this gut as much as possible

i'm not sure if many people have had the experience of their GI tract saying "no more" well that is me right now, two days of this pain and i'm very clear

i need no more

and i especially don't need mangled casein aka UHT milk, it's all gone, out, in the bag, out, and all the salad, all out, need to really put my foot down i said this yesterday but i was only one day in on the pain

two days in, ok, this needs a real fast, water, only water

yes, even the alcohol, dammit, gonna drain that out, and not go get a cafe tomorrow, or the next day, i need at least a fucking day

i'm all alone here, gotta do what i gotta do, this might seem like waste but it's waste if i didn't need it in the first place!

Dawn 1y ago

Why don't you start out with 24hrs & not throw anything out? Whittle down the stock then go for 3?

Dawn 1y ago

3 days* 😅

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

lol, with a month worth of UHT milk in the cupboard?

no, i've gotta get serious... i know starvation and it helped me a lot

i've got terrible self control

and i need to end the sunk cost fallacy of my cupboards anyhow

a new age dawns, no more UHT milk, no nothing for a while

i didn't eat until noon today and now my guts are unhappy and i'm really mad about this

Dawn 1y ago

I see... I guess if you're able to acknowledge that self control is the root of cost worry, then you gotta do what you gotta do to.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

cost worry is the enemy here! i can pay for all the food but i need to not eat!

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

i have serious pain in my gut for now 2 days i'm so sick of it i colud scream... so instead i stabbed all those cardboard and hormone poisoning plastic sealants containers full of milk that has had the proteins utterly disorganised so they literally cause memory problems

and yesterday i just stocked my salata and i can't enjoy any of this shit because my gut is so unhappy and the salata is gonna go to waist by default so fuck all of it i don't want any food in my house for the next few days...

i have way too much resources in my body and way too much poisoning in my body... the only solution is to let it all drain out

Dawn 1y ago

It sounds like you know what you need... hope you feel better.

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

i already do... purging rituals are really easy and good ways to make changes

Scrotus 1y ago

I'm fasting right now... Just finished 6 days aka 144 hours ama. Planning on doing 12 days

nobody 1y ago

Why 12 days?

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

as i understand it, almost a whole year is possible!

ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ᴍʟᴇᴋᴜ 1y ago

also, 12 is awesome and so is the square function

nobody 1y ago

No way. Not 1 year.