Understanding the non-physical / other worlds that I have always had one foot in, deeply transformed the way I be in and relate to the physical world.

I've been dream working for well over a decade at this point. Dreamed wildly ever since I can remember.

I began learning how to work with sleep paralysis and lucid dreaming as doorways to outer body experiences last year. Sleep paralysis has haunted me since forever. Never dreamed it would be the key to learning how to die while I'm still alive.

And the more I discover about my SELF in the in-between, the more fully I Iand HERE.

I learned that anything I experienced in sleep paralysis and outer body states that scared me or seemed off were just projections of fear and when I stopped running that frequency (mainly through learning to relinquish control) those projections would just... disappear into literal thin air.

And whaddaya know, the less I fear there, the less I fear here.

Experiences that I've had in the liminal spaces between waking and sleeping have allowed me to re-route and ROOT IN enormous streams of erotic life force that were being leaked out from my pain body and siphoned.

I've had soul surgery and removed something rather unpleasant and metallic from my third eye. Been bathed in heavenly waters. Been sang to by angelic priests and had songs of light sung through me.

I've made music with my mind and layered sounds and instruments atop one another, like it was something I've always known how to do.

I've worked out and re-written deep set ancestral stories around expression, shame and sterility through changing the way I respond to recurring dreams, while in them.

And everything has served to bring me into relationship with a reality that I had such a hard time accepting. Because deep down I always knew "magic was real" and it has fucking exasperated me no end, since I was a tiny kid, to have repeatedly choked down the messaging that we are confined to a mechanical, material, deterministic realm.

What I have observed over the years in myself and in working with people is that those us with one foot in another world can get more than a little victimised by the streams of information coming in from other places and refuse participation, which will cut you off from enormous amounts of life force and prevent big fragments of your wholeness from clicking into your soul body.

I know this is at least one of the reasons why I used to wake up in the morning feeling seventeen different shades of terrible.

So many of us learned to shut it all down early on because the culture we were immersed in denied our experience.

Materialist dogma is the biggest cultural gaslight to ever exist.

And I think it's why lots of really magical people who're perhaps even quite well established in their magic, continue to crawl back into the hellscape of self denial, fear and doubt. Or just don't fly their freak flag generously enough because they are scared of sounding insane.

And the core piece tying the myriad of experiences that I've had together is that the more I let go of punishment programming and the distorted, tyrannical masculine conditioning at the forefront of the materialist lie - the more I learn to embody unconditional love - the more my perception opens up. The more that is revealed. The stranger it gets.

If you resonate with this - its because your soul came to remind the world that reality is stranger than fiction.

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