If controlled micro trauma is what we apply to muscles to make them stronger, then what do we do to make our mental and emotional reflexes stronger?
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Recapitulation - in meditation, review an event and identify which was you and which was someone else speaking through you. Could just be emotions and thoughts, if nothing was said.
Micro trauma sounds like a good summary for many of my childhood experiences. Followed by macro trauma for the more severe ones.
You recovered from them or not yet? If what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, then maybe there is a meaning? If there is a meaning, then maybe there is less suffering?
Lots of repressed childhood memories. Some I have recovered from and others are still with me which manifests as negative aspects to my personality that are hard to get rid of.
I believe that the purpose of all the trauma was to make me stronger in the sense of wisdom learned. So that i may share my painful experiences so that others can learn and heal from their own. So that is where there is less suffering. Not for myself, but for those I help heal with my wisdom.
There are ways of lifting that apply controlled microtrauma to your nervous system as well. Do deadlifts with straps and grip work to honest failure on the same day and watch your biomarkers like HRV. What do they say? How do you feel?
Most talk about muscle or cardio fatigue. Adding intentional CNS loading and treating all 3 systems recovery separately did a lot for me.
My nervous system? How does that work?
Lifting isn't just about your muscles. You need the neural skill to activate your muscles. You can strain your CNS by lifting in specific ways to require more neural activation.
Lifts that are complicated in number of muscles used mean more neural involvement in the lift. That is why deadlifts and grip, both are lots of muscles working together. Hands are way more complicated than you think with lots of tiny muscles.
Next is how you modulate strength, muscle is binary on and off. Take a 10% of your strength lift. Your body activates 10% muscle fibers to 100% output to modulate strength. It does not activate 100% of the muscle but to 10% output or anything in between. The body has its favorite fibers in each muscle group and always uses them to their limit before involving more fibers. That means the only way to activate 100% of a muscle group is to lift to failure. Since more fibers activated requires more neural output failure lifts get the most neural activation possible out of that lift.
Putting those together you get deadlifts plus grip to failure for maximum CNS stress. Your CNS then crashes and recovers over a few days coming back stronger.
I've validated this on myself with Oura data. It shows the fatigue in my hrv after a lifting day. It also shows that my daily stress time is reducing over time by lifting this way, which shows that the CNS adaptation generalized to other life stress management besides lifting.
Be warned though, you will be very tired for a day or 2 if you properly stress your CNS. Be ready to sleep more.