It was 2 hours session with the psychotherapist.
Last weeks thoughts about suicide and bad attitude towards myself came back to me actively.
So this meeting has already helped and I am so glad that I can get help.
She reminded to accept my oddness.
And that it is normal if I feel cramped on this planet and not very adapted to earthly life with all the bills and jobs.
It's normal that I'm used to life's difficulties and have already learned to create them with my thoughts, and I have a chance to ease myself.
The question remained open: what qualities do I need for a stable material life?
#Therapystr 
