Well at least you get dreams! I've thought there was something wrong with me for going so long without dreams.

I saw it in frames. Whenever there was movement, my view was too zoomed in to see it all. This is probably a mirroring of my real life short sightedness. I'm almost blind beyond four inches from my face.

I think it could exist in real life. There was an etheric quality, but the dancing goddess looks like a real person, though she's hazy. The lines that aren't her momentarily become her as she moves. So it's like frames depicting motion but all put together into one frame.

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i had a weird dream the other night that me and a whole little gang of friends had become infected with a zombie virus and we all scratched around to find weapons and were walking around and then at one point i am cutting a person up like they are made out of dough haha

also, if you want to remember dreams, just eat proteins near to bedtime... phenylalanine and tyrosine both cause your brain to be more alert when they are first absorbed and during sleep the result is you recall dreams

since i started eating beef regularly and often within 4 hours of bedtime i remember a lot more dreams

I'll try that. I usually try not to eat past 7 pm. There were two things I did differently last night... I meditated - I started trying to meditate again a few days ago. I used to try meditating, but I always felt goofy so I haven't tried in a long time. And also I had a huge bowel movement. Huge. Yuuuuuge. I felt great afterwards. I'm going to try to eat very little today to keep this awesome empty feeling as long as possible.

fasting is amazing... but it takes 3 days to really hit the gold

Hmm. Being infected by a virus could mean a belief that is stopping progress. The person you were cutting could be your self. Could you see the blade? If the blade was visible, it might represent your rational faculty.

Orrrr you just got zombies on the brain. Braiiins! Do you play zombie games?

i played zombie games, and the blade was a brush cutter, one that i own, sitting in my previous place waiting for me to recover and bring here to hang on the wall... it's like a hand-scythe

and i figured that the game had something to do with it (in the game bladed weapons are especially effective especially if you lop their head, and scythes especially, though during my session i was only using large knives) but i think that there was also an aspect of "wanton destruction of stupid people's illusions is kinda pathological somehow" in the dream

it wasn't serious, just sorta like, i was being indulgent