chivalry isn't even really the thing, i'm always helpful to everyone, even men. when a guest arrived here yesterday morning i was out there first helping her get oriented. i kinda forced myself to stop it once the other guy here was here, because he speaks german and she was austrian. but i showed her everything and it was me who prepped the space for her, before i even met her, but she's not my type at all. because probably all of the guests who are going to come to this place are vegan hippy feminists. but i'm still nice to them.
i'm even nice to my vegan housemate even though he complains about the smell of my cooking while i say nothing about his cooking, i mean, my god, idk what is wrong with people. zero tolerance and consideration. i miss being by myself in my place because of this. i fucking can't stand hippies.