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Hate has its limits. People have boundaries in what they can endure. You cannot strike someone where it hurts the most and expect them to remain in your life. I'm considering stepping away from this protocol. Pain has limits. I am not Jesus; I cannot bear the entire burden of the LGBTQ community because the world is unjust, and there are people who discriminate. I am who I am, and I cannot change that. I've liked men and I'm gay. I cannot change this. I feel this way, I struggle with myself, I hurt every woman who enters my life, always trying to have a wife to create a family and to make my parents proud. Do you think I would be able to change myself now, at 43 years old? And as if this pain wasn't enough, I have to face discrimination for something I cannot change. It’s easy to throw poison and criticize, but it’s difficult to accept oneself. Do you think it's easy for me to accept who I am? No, I struggle every day, every minute, but I end up scaring demons. I didn’t bring homosexuality into this world; it found me when I came into it. Don’t judge me for something I didn’t choose. Accepting myself has been incredibly difficult, but the people of this world are making it even harder with their hate. What option do you give me with your hatred: to always pretend, to be someone I'm not in order to gain love? My heart is tired, and I can’t bear the hate anymore.

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I’m not reading that mentally ill diatribe of nonsense.

Calling you what you are is not hate. Your actions are degenerate. Your actions spread a disgusting amount of diseases. Many of you are child predators. The only way you exist is because people lie to you and tell you that what you do is ok when it’s obviously disgusting and a sin against nature.

Your actions are that of disgusting filth and the results prove that.

Stop it.

We will never stop fighting for our rights; this is a fact. We will defend the rights of every person to be free because every life matters, and the lives of homosexuals matter just as much as the rights of any human being. The real disease is people with narrow minds like you, who are filled with hate. Hypocrisy. You are the most despicable people on this planet people who should never have come into existence. Your hypocrisy surpasses all limits; your hypocrisy has destroyed the world, and your hypocrisy is the root of all evil.

Look, it’s not your responsibility to fight everyone within your community’s battle. Your responsibility is to live within truth, not your truth, not political truths, the truth. You say you’re not Jesus but if you stopped comparing yourself to him and actually sought relationship with him the way you carry your burdens may change.

I’m sorry that you’re struggling and I pray that the Holy Spirit grab hold to your heart and relationship with Jesus take root within you. I completely understand what you’re experiencing.

My people are suffering and all the powers at be are manipulating narratives across multiple avenues to make sure they either stay dumb or disappear. It doesn’t matter the arena… seems like people would “rather not” have to deal with us. My entire cohort has been co-opted by a cosplaying hyena simply because shes racially ambiguous.

I go through crap all the time over how I was created. It sucks and it’s painful but it’s all beyond my control. I can only trust that by following Jesus my concerns will be worked out for good… and they typically are.

What I can control is the way I relate to all people, how I represent myself, and telling the truth… no matter the consequence. That also means acknowledging when I’m wrong and knowing that what people say about me and my people doesn’t matter.

The answer to hate is love. The kind of love that’s patient and kind. It does not envy or boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I hope you feel better soon.

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So, you repent and give your life to jesus?

You’re going to stop being a degenerate?

Your tone is something nasty… nobody owes you anything.

Exactly

Cry harder?

Kk 😂😂

Exactly, let Jesus be the one to judge me for my choices. Let God judge me for being homosexual. Only He can judge me. I may not be a very devout believer, but I am still a believer. Being homosexual has never diminished my faith in God.

I think you mistook my original note. If you’re really suffering as you claim the best thing to do is seek a relationship with Jesus. It’s not using his sacrifice or biblical teachings to win an online argument.

You’re not going to change her mind. You’re just opening yourself up to the very thing you said made your heart hurt. You should just leave it alone… unless you like the discourse.

It’s true that I need to reflect more on this; my suffering is real, and I completely agree with you that a relationship with Jesus will save me from this pain, as long as I strengthen that connection. However, we can't ignore what's happening around us. For example, I personally am very sensitive to the language of hatred. If someone touches my heart with such words, I can't stay silent. But I believe that connecting with Jesus is equivalent to alleviating pain from the soul and body.

However, if there are people who constantly repeat that gay individuals are unworthy of God, what should I think? Do you believe that my doubts and lack of self-confidence will persist? I see myself as unworthy of Jesus simply because I am homosexual.

You should ignore them and read scripture to know what GOD says about the people he sent his son to save.

We are all unworthy of the sacrifice Jesus made but that’s what’s so beautiful about his grace. He did it anyway. He conquered the grave and the enemy so you could go to your creator with your problems and know he loves you. That’s the only opinion that matters. Trust in his word, trust in him and things will work out for you how they’re supposed to.

Anyone that’s putting energy in judging you or lying to you to keep you from the truth isn’t someone you should be paying attention to anyway. Random people without a heaven or hell to put you in don’t matter. The Old Testament says a lot about a lot but Jesus also fulfilled the covenant of the Old Testament so your salvation is between you and GOD. Everybody on earth still has work to do.

There’s a bible study on corny chat every Tuesday at 830 EST. You should stop in to listen! You don’t have to chat if you don’t want but it’s a great place to learn about the Bible and how different people relate to scripture. There are knowledgeable people there who are kind and helpful.

Your actions make you unworthy of god. Your actions are a direct affront to him. You can change, but you won’t.

You’re talking about sin in general. It’s so weak and lazy to push that off on a single person to shoot down at them. Eew.

No. I’m talking about the very specific sin of homosexuality which is what they’re most proud of.

DRE 1y ago

We need to bring shame back

Back in the day people at least knew what they were doing was wrong and they were ashamed. Now they are proud of it. Gonna go the way of sodom and gomorrah

I’m doing my part Dre. I’m doing my part.

DRE 1y ago

I see you

NOPUMPFAKEZ‼️ 1y ago

There is no fear of God.

Hanshan 1y ago

This is absolutely true.

Shame is a powerful impetus to self-improvement 💪

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Shadowy Badger 1y ago

Jesus does judge you.

You can’t be a degenerate and in his embrace.

Well… the splinter in my eye is more pertinent than the log in someone else’s so I’ll just pray that the “degenerates” receive the same forgiveness, grace, and mercy that I’m blessed with every time I fall short.

Very kind of you. 🙏

Go way you are a Psyop

Don’t talk to her like that