I was looking at mute lists the other day, and saw that karnage had like 400, and a lot of them good follows too. Then his post the other day about his feed being super quiet made a lot of sense.
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That's a lot of npubs. How do I check how many have blocked me. I'm pretty insignificant but I have to at least be muted/blocked by a dozen at this point. If not I'm doing something wrong
i wish everyone would block me
i dont give a fuck about that
all i want is fucking dickheads out of my digital reality so i dont have to read their bullshit
Oh okay. I have never read or interacted with you. Sorry, I should have not included you in the reply.
ok.
Scrolled through your posts. Nothing seems terrible. You seem depressed though. You okay? Sorry if you're going through some stuff.
if i wasnt ok bird
if i was standing on a bridge this very moment
what could you do?
so why even ask
Not much, but could see if I could try and talk you out of it.
Ask to pray with/for you even if you didn't believe in that sort of thing.
Let you know that even if it doesn't seem like it there is someone who needs you in their life and you have a good purpose in life you may just need to reexamine it
You’re a good guy bird.
I try. I've dealt with depression and anxiety and if it wasn't for my relationship with God I would have been dead years ago. I almost lost my wife and my life numerous times before I turned it around after my deployments. I've lost plenty of friends to suicide. I know it's hard. Least I can do is try to help someone out to find their way back to a good mindset. If I can pull that off then my time on here hasn't been a waste
you wouldnt be successful in talking me out of it
however, i made a promise to a stranger
and also, why would i miss reading all the obits over the next couple decades
You never know. I can be irritatingly persistent and persuasive lol.
You didn't say you wouldn't be okay with me praying with/for you though. So that's a start.
Listen I'm taking off for the night but will keep you in my prayers gil. I do wish you the best. Keep your head up I pray you can find me some peace and positive purpose in life.
