I sometimes don't really know what I'm doing here. I work more hours for Nostr, than for my full-time day job, but I'm a permanent outsider and I don't know if I'm even having an impact on anything.

I think I just don't have the social skills to quit.

Here I stand. I can't do otherwise.

GN.

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How do you work more hours for Nostr than your day job? I've yet to manage that. Too much to do at the day job.

There are 24 hours to the day, and only 8 to the day job. And there are weekends, holidays, and vacations.

Yeah and presumably 6-8 hours are spent sleeping, some cooking, some taking care of the home, plus time with the spouse and family, plus time for other social or recreational activities.

Yeah, so, my math checks out. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I've managed to get 1-2 hours per day on weekdays when I'm on a good routine, and sometimes more on weekends.

I don't only have GitCitadel, is the thing. I have multiple Nostr projects and I create a lot of content.

But tomorrow, I have to focus on the day job. Have a deadline.

GN

I respect the hustle! Working on my time management so I can do similar.

GN

Gn!

I'd say cooking also counts as work on nostr, being a perpetual pot stirrer 😁

I'm also a literal pot stirrer.

I spent hours, today, trying to take pics with my hands covered in potato dough. 😂

I'd guess that your Nostr seasonings lean spicier than your home's though 😆

1. "permanent outsider"? What? No way, you're much closer to an O.G.

2. DID YOU JUST QUOTE MARTIN LUTHER

Quoting Luther happens.

Even for Catholics. 🤣🤣🤣

I had a relapse.

Its usually translated to English as 'I can do no other' but we will let you off because your both German and Catholic.

I translated it, all by myself.

People seem to have this impression, but the OG accounts have like 100k or 200k followers.

I'm legit just part of the 🥜 gallery. I showed up here and nobody even noticed my arrival. I had to go dig people up, individually, by interacting, and almost all npubs have never seen anything I've written.

I'm not even building anything. I definitely shouldn't be here lol

if this ain't the mood

>_<

As long as you're not a max-normie, you belong here.

But we’re all outsiders who have few or no real life relationships to discuss certain things, for example, Bitcoin’s transformative promise. So we come here, where we’re all insiders. There is no social hierarchy wanted or to worry about, and no one can moderate you. Just shitpost and enjoy!

I appreciate all you do for your family and for nostr

I see you.

You've been so motivating, fr.

I've had so much difficulty marketing the potential of our project. Sort of burnt out trying to explain it.

But now I really have to go to bed.

good times, on the internet

Nostr is mostly outsiders. It's fitting to be an outsider in a community of outsiders. I appreciate you. I've been having some sad moments over the last few days also. Its that time of year.

It's always dark outside, here. Melancholic.

🫂

Don't quit, I love your content!

I'm too retarded to quit.

I have no idea why you think that you're not having an impact on anything. Everything I've observed suggests otherwise😁.

Goodnight. Sleep well☺️💤

just quit, asap

of course you have an impact

Klingt, als wäre da jemand ein Trottel. Verschwinde, niemand will dich, dumme Schlampe

having a really negative impact on everyrhing

the world doesn't need you

just be you. love ya 🫂

See you tomorrow.

nostr needs more outsiders

Nostr is the hardest place for outsiders, that I've ever been. Even more cliquey and insular than our little mountain village.

The Gleichschaltung is real.

Express your highest self without fear & let those who need to hear your message find it.

Don't worry about those who aren't ready to hear it yet.

Even if you're only speaking to a single person, do not underestimate how important that is.

💚🫂

K. You don't really seem to care about Digit or Gaza though

I've always liked following you. You're smart and work on cool Nostr stuff that isn't just "social media" based. When you switched up relays a while back you disapeared from my feed and I wondered if you went off to some personal relay, never to be seen again. Glad I'm seeing more again.

I seem to miss a lot cool posts on Nostr, end up having to read through profiles to see what's been happening. I think I need to setup some feed lists and that might get better. Following hashtags seems to drown out follows in my main feed, but allows for new people to be found.

Social skills to quit? Heh, not quite sure what that means. Maybe you're just stubborn and have ideals you stand firm on? Keep going. 👍🙂

You can always read me on wss://theforest.nostr1.com

I agree with everything said here (enough so to follow you nostr:npub1sl5chdns2f75gdum6uaxeys2l6c322tupsr9pnqcyyur3rtxzm6q5enwpw 😂 seems like we align on a lot after profile stalking haha)

I love how different you are, and all the things you do and bring up. I have learned a lot and heard about a lot of things that are happening in this place BECAUSE of following you. I think maybe I should zap and comment more to show you that (v4v). But that and also you are a little intimidating 😅 that could be part of it

raim during winter?? must be the climate change

I love the Luther quote