I really need to figure out an effective way to get what's in my head out, without needing to being coerced. I'm the epitome of my own worst enemy....pretty sure. 😅
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Just needed to get that out 😁😂
*without typos
What about journaling?
I do that. I guess I mean it, not in like a "solitary mind confinement" way, but in more of a "my knowledge might be useful" kind of way.
tell me more about what you know? hahaha what are you interested in and you think it might be useful? I don't know if my questions are the coercion thing, but I'd love to hear you.
Someone has to ask me a specific question, to recieve a full & enthusiastic answer. That's exactly it.
I know a lot of things but I also know nothing. The nothing always wins the internal debate. 😅
you know that even knowing something there is a whole world in a simple subject and you don't know all of it, so should you be the one to start the conversation?
I think it's nice that we know there's so much to learn, but it's hard when we can't share and start conversations that we really want to have and people would never know cause we are always just waiting for someone else to say the right words that will give us the opportunity to share what we've found out.
You definitely understand my situation. It is a very tricky thing to overcome.
Then the other side to personal journaling is just to write, if you're having a trouble with being "prompted" to respond 😄. At the very least, it exists and someone looking for your ideas can follow the breadcrumbs you've laid out for those looking
"You should start a blog" 🤣🤣😝
Ah... the more technical part of this struggle. The value is always in the answer. Answers to unasked questions create a noisy surplus... I can argue myself into the coziest dark corners 😂
But I'm going to figure this out. I felt it at a film festival.
Organizing is someone elses job! 😁
It's a personal act, for you to get the ideas out while also developing them, as you're intentionally trying to convey it to someone else.
The festival got you inspired to tell stories? How could that happen? 😆
Cliché I know... I try to walk around the molds but sometimes I trip & fall in.
It was sort of sad. The films were depressing. They never used to be. I left feeling like the world needs more of whatever the fuck it is that I do.
I agree 😄
Go make your dent ✊, brighten up your area ☀️
Speaking of crumbs, I put 4 poems by the same author out there now. 2 include their publication. 3 are tagged with poetry... if those are at all useful to you.
yes, it is. and it has so many labels.
but I'm very curious: what are your interests and things you think can be useful? is it hard to say?
It is hard to say. I will fulfill a curiosity & move on, so what interests me are often the things I know little about. Can you answer that same question?
and these are the things you want to share? those things you are curious about and learn? I started to imagine you fulfilling your curiosity and at the same time bringing light to that theme here. :)
the things I'm more interested in are: learning, children, emotions, dreams and people. I basically live trying to observe myself and others and to really be with them. I love to hear most of the things someone is truly passionate about. but I'm not very curious about things. I don't know if that makes any sense and I probably wrote a lot of wrong sentences, but thank you for asking ♥️
It makes perfect sense. Others can learn from your observations. They are worth sharing.
I am not sure what I will be devoting my time to yet, but it will come together once I get a clearer vision built. It is slowly getting there.
how are you coerced to get what's in your head out?
I've been struggling with this too.
What is most "effective" depends on your audience, along with your capabilities (which appears to be vast).
Some demographics are better at receiving information auditorily, while others may be better with something visual.
If it's a large topic, breaking it down into smaller works (writings, videos, presentations, or whatever) will help.
Sometimes one medium folds into another. A written instruction can be the "first draft" script for a video, as an example.
I look forward to what you have to share!
Thank you🫂 I have confidence issues, but then they are cemented by my lack of expertise or formal education, and a general love for exploring new things. The world values the expert, but the self sufficient live free. It's frustrating & not at the same time. When someone asks the right question, I get them so damn interested just because I'm excited. They're some of the most fulfilling moments I experience, but I can't make them happen 😂 I'm hoping to find a happy medium in some medium.
Enthusiasm goes a long way! It's also more real than most of what people experience in their day-to-day activities. I hope you find an appropriate medium too!
Navage? Netti pot?
Oh.
You're talking thoughts, not snot...
I've taken to liking free-form poetry for getting my thoughts out. I sometimes really like the result, and keep coming back to it for inspiration
If you ever feel inclined to share some, I'd love to read it.
Note taking app and coffee.