See i disagree with the perfectly satiated part. That seems like you’re assuming the meaning of perfect. Just because you are without fault doesn’t mean you don’t want things. A person could theoretically live a perfectly moral life, but still wish they could have a boat. I believe by “perfect” if the Word even says that, and it probably does, it would mean it in the sense that God didn’t destroy anything to create, that He doesn’t do evil in order to do good, back to the energy thing. It could mean, though lost in the translation of middle eastern jews from thousands of years ago, that God is the only thing that can create without destroying, where we have to chop down trees to build a house. And even if that’s wrong, one can be satiated but still curious. I can be full on dinner but still be curious what the dessert tastes like. Free will would be the key factor there which would explain why God wanted us to have it. This is a big part of why Bitcoin pushed me to want to know more about God. God wants free will, the devil wants control. Trees look like lungs and trees feed our lungs. Mycelium feed our brain cells and they look like braincells. It’s the mirror image that seems so recurring in nature that intuitively leads me to believe that there is truth in God. And that doesn’t even necessarily demand that I find God through a religion, because belief and religion are also two different subjects. And I kind of get what you mean, that creating everything would be pointless if you know how it’s going to end. Maybe. I know how a rollercoaster feels, but I still wanna ride it. In reality, none of this would be necessary to God. I’ll finish that point in a second though. How do you know what God experiences? You could only read about his experience in flawed books written by flawed men. That doesn’t mean you know what it feels like to be able to speak things into existence. I don’t think God gets upset, tho I don’t know. I think it’s more like “Welp, another one won’t make the cut. Oh well.” I don’t think worship is necessarily for God. Even if it does do something for Him, humans still get more out of it than He does. But even without the need to worship, I still find it easier to be appreciative to God than to just feel appreciative. Attitude of grattitude got me out of the darkest moments of my life. Undoubtedly. Then I directed that energy to God because I believe that to receive you must give. It’s metaphysical to me. I think that’s the law of attraction, magnetism, however you want to perceive that. So in a sense I guess that is a form of worship. But to your point about “You don’t thank your parents every day for having you.” No I do not, but I am grateful that they did all the time. I just don’t bother to text them about it because that takes a lot of time. Thanking God in my heart and mind is literally just a thought. The parallels between God and my parents only go so far because you obviously can’t equate humans to God.
About the none of this is necessary, I actually think there’s something beyond all of this. The Book says God created everything, but I’m actually inclined to think it’s the other way around. God didn’t create nature, nature created God. For one, try to imagine no space, no planets, no stars or gravity or lack thereof. Absolute nothingness. I don’t think that’s possible. I think reality is absolutely inevitable. Nothingness can’t exist. Don’t ask me why that would be the case but it just sounds right to me. Now quantum physics leads to the fact that entanglement can happen regardless of the space between the entangled particles. Lightyears apart, theoretically at least, what happens to one happens to the other even in wildly different circumstances. They also talk about how information can travel, can be carried by atoms. Seems to me like God would be the conscious part of that equation, that God is the culmination of all molecules and interactions that somehow manifested into a higher consciousness, almost like how transistors and resistors and cables can’t do anything apart from one another, but put em all together and suddenly you can get on the internet. I like to the God is the culmination of all reality in one spirit, one metaphysical being or consciousness. Does that mean that Christ wasn’t really the son of God? Nope. Still could’ve been the will of God. Does that mean that Allah couldn’t have had some legitimate tie to the ultimate? Nope. I’ve met people who have that connection to something higher, who could do things that the physical world can’t explain. Doesn’t negate that it exists, just that the story about it is flawed, which we have already agreed, it is.
