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He encouraged me to apply my skills of research to my "crazy" theories I had about my past, and validated me when I found consistent patterns. So he didn't turn me onto Bentov explicitly, but Bentov was foundational to the trainings that project Stargate delivered and I think as a kid I was weirdly in that program myself. Or at least I grew up next to the base that ran the program and was in a special program in elementary school where we did a lot of hanging out in a dark closets listening to beep boops and trying to guess what happened next which I was very good at.

His practice specialized in MKUltra victims and others with extraordinary dissociative abilities, so I was just super lucky all around to be with him. I watched the links in your profile and I am super curious! The theory my doctor and I came up with was that basically what I went through as a kid kind of stuck me in theta waves which is why so much of my reality is so dreamlike. I've been doing alpha stim and it's wild how much more embodied I am now. Now that I understand the difference I'm trying to consciously grow that theta wave muscle.

I must check out Sannella next! This all came to light for me like 9 months ago so it's wild because like... It's all so crazy but it's real and it's happening to me. If you ever want to collaborate I would absolutely love to, I have a lot of experience publishing boring economics research and idk I'm blowing up that career now I guess 🤣

I have a question for you: what can disrupt the magnetic aura? I don't see auras like many describe, but all my life I've noticed weird people that are "cracked" on the other side. I think the most concerning part of all of this for me is that oh I am seeing something real in the cracked men, and now that I know that I'm seeing it I also know that they look for me. One nice thing about thinking I was crazy was the ability to brush that off as paranoia and now I'm not so sure 🤣

Maybe try the Vesica Institutes vibrational Radesthesia course. I’ve been working with that for less than a year now and can test for qualities in almost anything I can focus on. One of the recent things I’ve learned to do that with is being embodied. My Reiki instructor detected I was a bit out of body and helped put me back in. A couple weeks later I felt a little off, testing with that system. Then it was simple to get back to an embodied state. I’ve corrected all kinds of things through a similar process.

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thank you very much for the recommendation I will check it out!

I didn't even know I was disembodied, I was just very bad at things everyone else thought were very easy. My doctor asked me about video games in our first session, which ones I preferred etc. I said I found FPS games claustrophobic because the hands were so close to the viewer, I preferred RPGs because I could see all around me like normal.

And that's how at age 37 I learned that I was essentially playing the Sims my whole life and it was actually super abnormal to perceive things from above 🤣😂😭

I’m very much the reverse. At age 30 I had my first Reiki lesson which was when if first could say I had ever felt something I knew was supernatural. Two and a half years later I’m using “supernatural” abilities on a daily basis and can perceiving all kinds of things in ways I didn’t think possible.

The Vesica institute has been an incredible resource in my awakening journey.

Isn't it funny how natural the supernatural is once you know what you're experiencing? 😅🥰